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| shama06 (profile) wrote, on 7-8-2004 at 1:11am | |
| Current mood: uncomfortable Music: Emerson Drive - Fishin' in the dark Subject: ..You and me goin' fishin' in the dark.. |
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| Hey everyone...today was intresting! Lotza fun!!! Cody n I were gonna go to Dairy Queen n then go to Church but he came to my house n told me that Church was a business meeting (so we didn't go) well we got halfway down the road n he asked if I wanted Jenn to go with us cuz I was all sad there wasn't gonna be no church n I couldn't see Jenn n I misses her =( and so we called and Tabi ended up bein there also...they didn't think they were gonna get 2 go but they ended up goin ne wayz lol...well we went to the Dairy Queen in Gallipolis and then went to Wal-Mart to be retarded and then we went on like 10 different back roads...and a field..............FULL OF COWS! It was pretty much scary! lol I had no clue where we were...Cody stopped and Jenn picked up a lysol can somewhere along the way cuz I was like OMG Cody stop I want that can...but Jenn threw it and we drove on haha! yeah we were gonna go out more roads but poor Tabi got sick so we took her and Jenn home and then I got home around 9:45. We sooo needa do that again =) I think we're all gonna go out again n go bowling Friday. Wooohu! Tommorow I think I may see if Cody wants to come over n swim unless theres somethin else I gotta do or the pool or weather isn't warm I may jus save that for another dat in the week...I dunno....hehehehe! Yea jus a bit ago I was readin old journal entrys and u know what? Why did I ever allow myself to be upset all the time over Luke when Cody was right there the whole time watchin it n still liked me. BLAH! and why did I get such bad grades over him and bein upset all the times...seriously! When I was with him I had like all C's and when I was in school and with Cody I had all A's and B's. That's really depressing! I know next year i'm gonna try my hardest so I can prove to myself that i'm not stupid...and it made mom and dad so happy when I brought home that 3.8 report card and I would love to see them that happy with my last *8* report cards. It'd be awesome! I'm kinda lookin forward to football season...not school all that much! Actually this summer has been pretty good, even thought I haven't spent much of it with some other friends that I would like to such as Jenn, Ben, Sarah, Em, Kim...I guess I just miss them a little and it seems like school is the only thing that's gonna cure that. Ehhh!!! I see Tabi every now and then and Cody like every other day. Aw. Cody I love youuuu. Just thought i'd add that in there. HAHA. I can't wait til the fair it's gonna be so much fun (AND i'll get to be with friends!) Jimmy Wayne...Billy Currington...& others! AHH and the fresh smell of dirty animals and their poop! haha, that sounds gross but when I go by a farm or sumthin I think of the fair...I guess it's really not that far away! And the Kenny Chesney concert is in like 2 weeks...It's also gonna be awesome. We got our tickets and they are Lower Level, Row N. Me n Codez gonna have a blast. There is sooo much to look forward to =) Ahhh...Well i'm gonna go but i'm gonna post this entry from awhile back that I found that is mostly for Jenn and Tabi to look at. I don't wanna make you all sad, cuz it made me sad but I started thinkin bout school and stuff earlier n I jus thought ya'll would like to see TTYL...XOXO 2003 6 November :: 3.46 pm :: Mood: sad Today was REALLY depressing. It was dark and rainy! and the worst of all, sumthin I cried and moped around about all day. Mr.Lambert is leavin sumtime next week to go to Iraq to fight in the war for 18 months or so. He is the most awesome teacher. I don't know what i'm gonna do without him there, he picked on me and made me mad every day, but for some reason I still liked him and his class. When he told us that he got his call today, me and Bobbi just started cryin and he was like girls why are you crying? and we were like OMG cuz we don't want u to leave! and like before we left for lunch we were talking about who the sub was gonna be while we were gone n he was like...."I don't know who the sub will be but no one will take care of you all like I do, and i'm gonna miss you all." and we just like all broke down. That makes me think back to the times when I was upset over Luke when I came back from lunch and he would always say sumthin funny about Luke and joke around with me and make me feel better and he would tell me some of him and Luke's fishing storys and stuff how Luke goes over to his house all the time cause Luke's cousin Aimee is married to Mr.Lamberts other son :( Another day I was really sick and he was worried about me and stuff...and another day Bobbi was crying and he brought her tissues and asked if she was gonna be okay...there's been way more times than that but that's just some that have really made me realize that he cares about us. Something else that hurts is today when he was checkin my timeline he was like, "Shama, who's gonna pick on you when i'm gone?" and I was like "I don't know i'm gonna miss you though I don't want you to leave." and he said "why? I pick on you every day you all seem like you hate me." I think he knows we don't but it feels weired to think he might think we do when actually he's one of our fav. teachers. His son is graduating in the Spring and he isn't even going to be here to see it. That's like the most depressing thing...my gosh I could never go through anything like that. I hope I can make it in that class without him teachin me. He is one of the best teachers in the world I can like always understand what he means n stuff...it's just all gonna be weired from now on, with that class an all. He is allowed to retire in December so he doesn't even know if he will be back to teach here anymore. It's so odd though. When he makes it back, most of us will be seniors, unless by some chance he gets back sooner (which I hope.) But yea i'm gonna change the subject cause I don't wanna cry anymore :( We love you Mr.Lambert! Good Luck!... |
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crazycutie06 | 07-08-04 12:54pm Hey Shama!! I had lots of fun seeing you guys yesterday, just wish I wouldn't have gotten sickly. I'm really glad that you and Cody are happy together and that everything's going good for you! And that old entry was so sad! I miss Mr. Lambert =( I hope we get to go bowling tomorrow, well I'ma go TTYL LY!!! |
sweetiepie2006 | 07-09-04 1:12am Shama...that was so much fun...we need to do that all again!
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