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smilesideways (profile) wrote,
on 7-8-2004 at 1:20pm
i'm having one of those days where i want to stay in bed and watch disney movies. and eat lots of popsicles.

forget all about booze and drugs. they create the ruin of all innocence.

i want to be on the beach in a sun dress. i want it to hang on me effortlessly and dances while i walk. i want beach hair. and a straw hat. and lemonade. handpicked flowers and beautiful sunsets. i want interesting conversation. and mind shattering experiences. i want to fly without ANY aid. i want to made to matter to the sun. i want the moon to miss me. i want to know the sheet is pulled up over me but i can never feel it. i want to be woken up gently with the scent of fresh flowers. i want to scream to the world and let it know everything. i want the world to understand it all. i want my earth to yearn for me. i want to be carefree. i want not understand betrayal. i want innocence in all forms. i want sand between my toes. i want the scent of liliacs and pain thinner filtering away from hands after a day of reckless painting. i want to be aware. i want to see the wind dance through my hair. i want to be rescued from yearning.

summer is here. somehow is hasn't filled my expectations.

we haven't been allowed our getaway, yet.
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Anonymous

07-08-04 4:20pm

I think you hate me leah -somebody

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Anonymous

Re:, 07-09-04 1:31am

or you could leave your name.

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Anonymous

dude..., 07-08-04 10:51pm

u were definately high when u wrote this... you slut

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