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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 7-9-2004 at 8:48am | |
| i've been listening to my depressed music again.. but i dont know if its because im sinking lower or if im just missing you. i drive by where you work quite often and it makes me break inside, knowing that you're in there. i hate where i am in my life right now, and i hate that you're not here for me.... but i would also hate it if you were. i used to see you everywhere.. and it was something of annoyance that i could laugh about to my friends, but that hasnt been happening lately... and now everything is just over. and its official.. and its final.. and i dont know if i like that.... but i'll move past this, because this is an uncertainty, and im tired of that crushed feeling i get when i think about you. i have to work at arbys today. how fun. next friday we leave for kings island (me and the beckers) i cant wait. i cant wait to just get away..... we hope to finish our smorgasboard, or at least get a good grip on it.... still... i seriously cant wait. im so excited.... me and my best friend.... well, and her dad, and brother, and sister... but lets just neglect that they're all gonna be there... (even though i love them). we're getting back the 21st, and then the 22nd my mom and shelby and i are goin somewhere, but we dont know where. maybe sea world, maybe mackinaw... we just dont know..... (do any of you know somewheres fun to go within like 8 hours of here? comment if you do..) then the 31st i leave for alaska.... and that excitement is on a whole new level that i cant even begin to explain. i hope that on this trip i can find myself again.. i was so close last time. i plan to soak up the mountains and spend my time serving god, because i havent been doing that lately.. havent had much time. i think im fresh out of things to say..... nothing really happens in my life. that reminds me, yesterday when i was at cindys i was working with these two rather "popular" girls.... (cindy wasnt even there, they're both gonna be seniors) and for like the first 2 hours i was just thinking in my head that i was SOOO gonna update woohu about how i hate popular stupid girls... and then they turned around and were really nice. it just goes to show that maybee first impressions arent always real.. maybee we create what we want them to be in our heads, and wait for them to fit the criteria. anyways... i stand corrected... they were really fun. and if someone doesnt come visit me there.... im gonna be..... or.. im gonna... blah.. i just dont know. just please come get ice cream from me............... i work sunday at 4:30...... |
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CandiKisses2010 | 07-09-04 1:31pm Hey hun.. how have you been... I havent been on Woohu in a LONG time and I was just reading up on what every1 is doin this summer and I thought I would stop and say hi and I hope you are having a great summer... and I have to say I totally agree on the whole judging people thing.. cuz I used to do it all the time and most of the time I ended up bein totally wrong... but ya I hope you are havin fun up in MI and hopefully I will see you in school next year... ttyl LuvZ ~*Amanda*~ |
brokenmentality | Re:, 07-11-04 11:57pm aww. i miss you, and i still havent seen kendall.. which i guess isnt that unreasonable because we really didnt know eachother anyways.. but you're such a sweetheart and shes so cute!
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.j.e.s.s. | 07-09-04 4:16pm erika if you read this before i talk to you- call me.
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lilkristen | 07-09-04 6:35pm umm... i wouldnt know any places within 8 hours of your 'here' cuz i dont think even ME is within 8 hours of your 'here' lol |