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tuwang (profile) wrote,
on 4-24-2002 at 6:59pm
Current mood: crappy
Music: Dashboard confessional - enders will save us all
Subject: stupid me
I'm an idiot, a real idiot. I speak my mind and look where it get's me. I should have not said anything. then I leave for awhile, and come back to find an apology and I wasn't even there. so she now thinks her sorry's aren't sincere enough. oh well. what will I do. give me advice
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spud

04-24-02 9:39pm

i don't know. different people like different approaches. i like brutal honesty, unless it is certain to harm the situation, and not help in any possible way.

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danibean

04-24-02 10:01pm

kevin,
i know since a few weeks ago, we really drifted. i really miss being friends and i wanted you to know that i wasn't just friens with you because of robby. i know that's what you were thinking too. but i don't use people like that, especially my good friends. i really hope we can work things out because i miss walking to class with you! but i guess everything turns out for the best. have fun and don't get too tan.
-dani

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unwanted

*sigh*, 04-25-02 9:10am

Kevin... you're not an idiot. I'm glad you spoke your mind rather than keeping it in because at least I knew something was bothering you. What DOES bother me is not that you speak my mind... but you speak your mind but don't tell me your reasoning behind it. I like that you tell me what you feel... but I want to know why too... like why I made you mad and what I did so I can change that. You and I both know that I'm terribly far from being perfect and maybe a reason is too much to ask when I can't give you reason for my feelings. I don't know. But I do know that I love you and I try not to act so down all the time because I know it must make you feel like crap. I shouldn't take my problems out on you, but I already explained that on the phone. I don't think it's just me, or maybe it is... but I don't think that conversation got anywhere... in my opinion anyway. Whatever you do...don't be afraid to speak your mind. If you have a problem with something I've done... tell me... don't be afraid of what I'll think. You shouldn't be worried about what the other one will say in a relationship... because if it was really that bad and you wanted things to work out you would talk them over. All I know is that I don't want to lose you... oh- and I believe you.

I love you.

(Damn that was a long message)

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