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| confused+abused (profile) wrote, on 7-12-2004 at 11:24pm | |
| pain is just a way of letting us know we're living... but THIS pain, is the kind of pain to let you know that something truly bad happened... the kind that you never forget. With him i was sad and scared but without him im lost and confused it's hard to say which is better? After being with somebody for so long it's almost like you never existed without them before, and you wonder how you will ever live without them again, or that without them your incomplete no matter how he made you feel... and the pain they caused was so much better than the pain now... it's almost unbareable to me... For so long i thought i could make it without him normally *not suicidal*... just be myself without him there and now that I have chose to be by myself... im not sure it's possible... i cry because I break up with him makes a lot of sense... now i know that nobody really wants to read about my break ups but... i need somewhere or something to tell this all to... and if you don't want to read it then i don't just right now i really need this journal... more than anything. | |
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xxinterrupted | 07-13-04 1:25am i hope everything turns out okay.
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