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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 7-15-2004 at 11:08am
last night i was taking a bath and listening to my cd player, and i actually thought about throwing the cd player in the water.... i hate my life.. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

i just got off the phone with my mom, that "good relationship" that i was always so happy about is gone.

"ya know what erika, im sick of you"
"well im sick of you too"

these were my words to her.. along with many others......

"im 16 working 7 days a week. i have 300 dollars in the bank. THATS fun. i dont do anything fun EVER, i hate my life.. we dont even get along anymore"-me

"well its hard with YOUR attitude"-crazy

"yours too"-me

"ya know what erika, im sick of you"-crazy

"well im sick of you too"-me

dial tone on both ends.

i just LOVEEE how close we are.. fuck her. god just fucking afjsd;fklsd;lkfjal;sdkfjasl;dkfj.

kings island is gonna break me... well she can "only give me 80 dollars" and "we cant go away next week"

i dont want her money.. i dont want her.. i dont want anything anymore, i just dont want life... goddddddddddddddd.

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.j.e.s.s.

07-15-04 11:31am

:0( if you need to talk i'm here

and believe me, i know what it's like to not get along with your mom. (but i know your situation is totally different from mine, i just know what it's like to fight with your parent)

i love you a lot erika you're the best friend i could ever hope for and I seriously mean that. cheer up even though i know it's hard.

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lilkristen

07-16-04 4:21pm

i know life sucks but please please please dont talk about killing yourself PLEASE... i swear its not the answer... im not saying this cuz like my parents gave me a talk or im just hoping things will get better... i know personally... seriously... it aint worth it...

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