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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2004 at 11:00pm | |
| Current mood: blah Music: Modest Mouse - The View Subject: as life gets longer, awful feels softer... |
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| I just hate, HATE feeling like this. This all goes away when I enter a pleasant state of slumber, but until then, I just feel like I've covered in this slime that infects everything I touch. Or, if you'd like, we can go back to the old "maggots in the brain" analogy. I hate that everything in my journal has been equated to where I'm located at any given point of my imaginary continuum of mental health. "Oh, I did good today, didn't I?" ... Yeah, slightly self-depricating tonight, if you couldn't tell. Moving on... I went out to lunch w/ Ruth yesterday. What a wonderful time, I hadn't actually SEEN her in quite some time. We have such a strong bond with some subjects (Meru, Europe, high school) that I regard with such fondness, it's so great to just sit down and reminesce, as well as look towards the future. She also printed me off a nice 8"x10" of my favorite picture from my trip, which I have proudly displayed on my desk. So, good times after all. It just seems like when I lose it nowadays, like tonight, I never actually lose my grip or my head. I stray from the path, but I never lose sight of home base. Besides, I can't win 'em all... roll with the punches and all that shite. [Edit 11:02pm] Oh, and Millennium comes out in like an hour. Very nice. That and Boomtown and Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Too bad I'm broke... too convenient that I have excellent credit. |
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goldberry | 07-20-04 11:49am Did you eat at...Rose's? ;) |
TaoMan1121 | Re:, 07-20-04 4:18pm No! Damn it, why didn't I think of that?! Of course, I would have felt REALLY guilty making her pay for that meal. ::thinks about Rose's pizza, drools:: |
| Anonymous | 07-21-04 6:10pm I LOVE YOU MAN!!!
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TaoMan1121 | Re:, 07-22-04 10:26pm Umm... thank you?
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