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| jburt1 (profile) wrote, on 7-20-2004 at 9:33pm | |
| Subject: b182 "miss you" |
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| It seems like a lot has happened in the last twenty four hours. For one, Kirsten IMed me and told me she wants to get into Loyola's business school. She didn't even know that I was going there. It'd be so cool to see her on campus though! Also, Lauren IMed me and told me that some of her friends think I'm hot. Sure, it gave me a bit of an ego boost, but it also made me think of the difference between how I see myself and how others might see me. As I told lauren, however, I'm still the same cute loser I've always been. Most "dramastically" though (my own word there), was saying goodbye to emily. I went with her and her family to GR's airport to see her off. It didn't hit me that things wouldn't be the same again until we walked over to the security check in front of the terminals. Emily started crying, and I'll admit I got a little misty-eyed as well. She wrote me a letter that I read when I got home, and that was hard to read. I guess Jonie Mitchel is right: you dont' know what you've got 'till it's gone. Emily and I had something special that I never fully recognized. It makes me wonder where the future will lead. I thought it'd be strange driving home with just her mom and brother, but strangely it wasn't. I'm supposed to get a call from her tonight, so I better get offline... | |
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Fatman | 07-23-04 3:01am The future will bring what you make it bring. All you need to do is reach for it. Take what you want out of life before life takes you. And if you find you doubting yourself, remember this; what would you attempt if you knew you could not fail? Farewell my friend, and good luck at Loyola. |