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| glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 7-21-2004 at 5:48pm | |
| Current mood: blah Music: Our Lady Peace-Somwhere Subject: when is enough actually enough? |
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Ugh I just cannot stand being at home anymore. Nothing's the same. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. !!!! I'm sad when I have to see you like that, I'm angry that it happened now, that now everyone's being effected. I know, there's nothing anyone can do about timing. "Things happen for a reason" and I do believe that, for the most part. BUT just ughh! It's everywhere I go, and it's always there, no matter when I'm not home, I still have to think about it, and I'm just thinking this has only been a few days how am I going to be able to handle however long we have? *sigh* I don't want these next few weeks, months to be last impressions and memory's that I keep forever. Which is EXACTLLY why I hate being home. No one understands that. *sigh* I don't know how to help you. All I can tell you is you mean so much to me right now where I'm at. You hold me up high, and I love you. Does anyone else agree there's a big, very LARGE difference between loving someone, and being IN love with someone? That makes sense right? Thought so. My dad found a really cheap, good sunfire :) yay. But um yeah, forget that. Because I won't even be done with Driver's training when I turn 16 so why even think about it when it doesn't matter?who cares right If I don't get out soon, besides work..I'm going to just go crazy. ughh akjdfkaj I ran outside like 15 minutes ago in the pouring rain and just spun around like a dumb little 6 year old. It was nice. You should all try spinning in the rain, it relives stress. Sure does. I'm going to go watch Will and Grace that will cheer me up. Jess |
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beckaboo | 07-21-04 11:25pm *loves you*
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glitterkisses | Re:, 07-22-04 6:38am aww thanx for licking me :) It made my day lol |