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silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 7-22-2004 at 11:59pm | |
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us I can change and I can grow or we could adjust The wicked thing about us is we always have trust We can even have an open relationship, if you must I look at her she stares almost straight back at me But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet Dry your eyes mate I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up There's plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you've got to walk away now It's over So then I move my hand up from down by my side It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh 'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein' It weren't supposed to be easy, surely Please, please, I beg you please She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers Dry your eyes mate I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up There's plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you've got to walk away now It's over And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word 'Cause everythin's just gone I've got nothin' Absolutely nothin' Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin' Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in Look into her eyes to make her listen again I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now 'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down You're well out of order now, this is well out of town She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight Turns around so she's now got her back to my face Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away Dry your eyes mate I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up There's plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you've got to walk away now It's over I know in the past I've found it hard to say Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight But the more I pull on your hand and say The more you pull away Dry your eyes mate I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up There's plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you've got to walk away now. ---- i stand here in a world of lies wandering in and out of the lives of many touching hearts, and hands. i bleed red blood and speak white lies still never knowing the truth i question greatly the intentions of others and constantly doubt my own will, but each day the sun rises, and the birds go on chirping assurring this is my place the dust will never settle upon my chin, my chest or my cheek im wild untamed and misleaded.. i stare out this foggy window, circles of condensation collect on its pane looking out into the world the world full of troubles and joys, deaths, and births irony and such beauty.. i live this life like a magnet attractling only what i am willing to attract fending off my dislikes i stand here in a world of lies wandering in and out of the lives of many touching hearts, and hands. my heart skips a beat as i watch this scene drift away into nothingness and i am nothing but a lost moment in time a place, no longer to be visited... a conquerable setting lived, and thrown aside... i stare into this scene, and i watch it drift away.. --- i dont understand everything you make me feel or say i think of all the problems, but i woudlnt have it any other way we drift into contact and swiflty drift out reliving the sways of unconquerable doubt i sit here awake and its 11 after 4 thinkign about you.. my cher amour i type this poem, a rythem i drop a line hoping it will touch you somewhere deep inside is this not what suits you, do you not like my poetry? are you not a sucker for kisses and the sweetness of obscurity call me crazy for this emotion i feel i met your soul long ago.. its something so real i question if im sane.. or if what i think is true i guess i will never know until i act on this to. the syncrinization of your lips, and my heart assures me your here, is it soon you shall part? the feeling i get when you look into my eyes its like your seeing into me, u see past my lies.. unquestionable doubt overwhelms my whole body i was starring at you, im not sure if you saw me would it be too much if i asked you to hold me if i asked you to kiss, and encompass around me with the warmth of your arms, youve revived my health matured within reason, and gained within wealth my lifeless flesh now pumps blood through these veins im no longer crazy, im not longer insane so kiss me again and i swear well stay this way with the setting of the sun, and a dawn of a new day... |
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Anonymous | 07-24-04 2:13pm I'm in love with your journal. I loved the notebook and your backround is awsome :o) |
Anonymous | 07-24-04 8:45pm I LOVE you and yet...you like probally someone else |
silentcriez | Re:, 07-24-04 10:19pm who are you? |