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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 7-22-2004 at 11:59pm
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein'
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word
'Cause everythin's just gone
I've got nothin'
Absolutely nothin'

Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin'
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now
'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

I know in the past I've found it hard to say
Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now.


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i stand here
in a world of lies
wandering in and out of the lives of many
touching hearts, and hands.
i bleed red blood
and speak white lies
still never knowing the truth
i question greatly
the intentions of others
and constantly doubt my own will,
but each day the sun rises,
and the birds go on chirping
assurring this is my place
the dust will never settle
upon my chin, my chest or my cheek
im wild untamed and misleaded..
i stare out this foggy window,
circles of condensation collect on its pane
looking out into the world
the world full of troubles
and joys,
deaths, and births
irony and such beauty..
i live this life like a magnet
attractling only what i am willing to attract
fending off my dislikes
i stand here
in a world of lies
wandering in and out of the lives of many
touching hearts, and hands.
my heart skips a beat
as i watch this scene drift away into nothingness
and i am nothing but a lost moment in time
a place, no longer to be visited...
a conquerable setting
lived, and thrown aside...
i stare into this scene,
and i watch it drift away..

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i dont understand everything you make me feel or say
i think of all the problems, but i woudlnt have it any other way
we drift into contact and swiflty drift out
reliving the sways of unconquerable doubt
i sit here awake and its 11 after 4
thinkign about you.. my cher amour
i type this poem, a rythem i drop a line
hoping it will touch you somewhere deep inside
is this not what suits you, do you not like my poetry?
are you not a sucker for kisses and the sweetness of obscurity
call me crazy for this emotion i feel
i met your soul long ago.. its something so real
i question if im sane.. or if what i think is true
i guess i will never know until i act on this to.
the syncrinization of your lips, and my heart
assures me your here, is it soon you shall part?
the feeling i get when you look into my eyes
its like your seeing into me, u see past my lies..
unquestionable doubt overwhelms my whole body
i was starring at you, im not sure if you saw me
would it be too much if i asked you to hold me
if i asked you to kiss, and encompass around me
with the warmth of your arms, youve revived my health
matured within reason, and gained within wealth
my lifeless flesh now pumps blood through these veins
im no longer crazy, im not longer insane
so kiss me again and i swear well stay this way
with the setting of the sun, and a dawn of a new day...
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Anonymous

07-24-04 2:13pm

I'm in love with your journal. I loved the notebook and your backround is awsome :o)

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Anonymous

07-24-04 8:45pm

I LOVE you and yet...you like probally someone else

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silentcriez

Re:, 07-24-04 10:19pm

who are you?

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