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brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 7-23-2004 at 4:39pm
Subject: so dark and lonely...yet so beautiful
The rain splashes and falls outside. And I'm sitting in the hosur with it so dark. But it's so peacefull. The phone is barely ringing and I love it. I get so frustrated when the phone overrings. But today it's amazing the phone is barely ringing. Half the lights are busted. It's just me sitting there to think about life in general without any interefernces. And it's great.

I love the serenity and pecefullness and I just walked around the backyard by myself in the rain. I love it.

So, I was skimming through tis really boring book, don't read it. It's called the stone woman. But I saw this quote in it that took to my liking and made u think:

"I have known merchants who measure love as they do their trade; physicians who feel their own pulse to make sure they are in love; philosophers who constantly doubt their own love; gardeners who think love grows like a fruit and egotists who can never love anyone else."


How does love begin? There are some people who feel that love happens at first sight- they just know who the one is- as if it were an instinctual part of the human composition. A somewhat shallowness involved here, considering you barely know the person and it is based upon looks. It is just like one is able to detect a predator, it can similarly know who will bear its children. Then, there are also those who feel time cradles love, it deepens and nurtures it by the intricate bonds and situations it creates between the two people (in complete opposition of the first theory). However, there is also a third group of individuals who like to relish in the notion that there is no such thing as love. They are usually just bitter because nobody loves them.

But what if they're not bitter.. what if they're right? Love is not tangible- you only claim to experience it, just like people claim to experience various psychological or emotional issues (and then overcome them, no?) Don't the physiological conditions of love include sweaty palms, increase in heartbeat, constant longing, and sexual attraction- it can be classified as a full-on condition, just like agoraphobia or anaemia or a plain-old cold, damn it. What if love was a sickness, and all you needed to overcome it was a tasteless Nyquil-like cough syrup, or as some females who have mastered the art of falling in and out of love, just another man. Hey, what's cooler than being cool, being a stone woman

alright, alright, alright, alright

Now ladies, and gentlemen (and everything in between), society cares not to label it that simple it must be complicated yet solve complications, deep but cause you to become light—it must be strived and fought for even though we have no idea what it is....(Hence, the high high number of divorces and seperated families we are suffering from, dumb fools). Think twice all. What you think is, might really not be.
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HollishDanishM

07-24-04 11:21am

That was amazingly well written. Congrats to you.

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