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| Upchuck (profile) wrote, on 7-25-2004 at 3:36am | |
| Current mood: sleepy Music: "Ironic" Alainis Morrisette Subject: Something and something more |
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| When I first got home tonight I wanted to do one of those "what is this world coming to" updates but I decided against it. It's cool outside. No wind whatsoever and all the stars are covered by the clouds. It does allow me to see the glow of the now mighty town known as Cedar Springs. I don't know where my many paths are taking me. Right now I don't feel they are all taking me toward one inevitable end, but niether are they traversing each other and getting so far away as such that I cannot keep a foot in them all. I really wonder where music is taking me now. Something that seemed so dead for so long has suddenly burst to life again. I have so many ideas and such a creative feeling that I don't want it to end. I feel I can lend so much to Ashley as a song writer and the band as a whole. Other things are going smoothly too. After beating myself up two weeks ago I have really learned to accept this feeling that I have. And while much of it doesn't matter, there are still unresolved issues that I have in my own mind. Mostly because so much of my previous romance was spent IN love. I don't know why I draw such a distinction hear but I do. Perhaps it's an after effect of growing older. You don't feel IN love but you still love and are capable of loving. It's all very confusing to me this late at night. |
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Brianna | 07-26-04 1:24pm Charlie- I love you. |
Upchuck | Re:, 07-28-04 5:57pm Why? Tell me why Brianna. I long to know.
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Brianna | Re: Re:, 07-30-04 12:00am Because you are a good person and I see that. And I love you for it and I admire you for it. Everyone's confused and messed up- but it's how they deal with it and how they think and what's inside their hearts that shines through at times like that and I love you so much for it. It started two years ago and has since grown. And that is why I said it. |