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lisalion816 (profile) wrote, on 7-25-2004 at 11:20am | |
ok then. Haven't been doing much lately, and because of me never doing anything, i bored. It sucks because i can't go drive around in my car or hang with any of my friends, since both are in a different country. My brother is driving me crazy. He makes me not want to have kids at all. Having a 9 year old chase you around the house begging you to play uno, other card games, various boring bored games, and asking a thousand and one questions that are pointless, really takes a toll on you mentally. i think i might go crazy. or is it already to late? if i have kids i don't want them to be as crazy as my brother....or i will be locked up somewhere in a nice white jacket. arg... Tuesday im going to denmark. my grandpa and aunt are going to be tagging along and well, i don't mind my aunt, but everytime i go somewhere with grandpa, he tends to give me lectures on physics or someother stupid stuff and most of the time i have no idea what he is talking about.....im sorry, but its not fun being 18 and having to spend every waking minute of your summer with you mom, brother, and grandpa. i have to get away. i need some friends over here BADLY. the problem is....its hard for me to make friends considering im not outgoing whatsoever and blah blah blah...a story for another day perhaps... i just want to go home. im sick of family.... i need to run away, far, far, away. before i explode would be nice. im at my cousin's house right now, but being the social butterflies that they are, they are almost always out with friends while i have to try and not die, and mingle with everyone. i'd rather find a nice hole to crawl into. i want to make this as long as possible and waste as much time as i can on the puter so i don't have to go out there and talk to ppl. i miss my cat.....and everyone else.... im going to try and stay sane... later... |
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Anonymous | 07-30-04 7:30pm Lisa,
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