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lisalion816 (profile) wrote,
on 7-25-2004 at 11:20am
ok then.
Haven't been doing much lately, and because of me never doing anything, i bored. It sucks because i can't go drive around in my car or hang with any of my friends, since both are in a different country.

My brother is driving me crazy. He makes me not want to have kids at all. Having a 9 year old chase you around the house begging you to play uno, other card games, various boring bored games, and asking a thousand and one questions that are pointless, really takes a toll on you mentally. i think i might go crazy. or is it already to late? if i have kids i don't want them to be as crazy as my brother....or i will be locked up somewhere in a nice white jacket. arg...

Tuesday im going to denmark. my grandpa and aunt are going to be tagging along and well, i don't mind my aunt, but everytime i go somewhere with grandpa, he tends to give me lectures on physics or someother stupid stuff and most of the time i have no idea what he is talking about.....im sorry, but its not fun being 18 and having to spend every waking minute of your summer with you mom, brother, and grandpa.

i have to get away. i need some friends over here BADLY. the problem is....its hard for me to make friends considering im not outgoing whatsoever and blah blah blah...a story for another day perhaps...

i just want to go home.

im sick of family.... i need to run away, far, far, away. before i explode would be nice.

im at my cousin's house right now, but being the social butterflies that they are, they are almost always out with friends while i have to try and not die, and mingle with everyone.

i'd rather find a nice hole to crawl into.

i want to make this as long as possible and waste as much time as i can on the puter so i don't have to go out there and talk to ppl.

i miss my cat.....and everyone else....

im going to try and stay sane...

later...
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Anonymous

07-30-04 7:30pm

Lisa,
Oh man I feel bad for you. I know it sucks being a world away from us all, but you have to understand that you have this amazing chance to live in a different country!!! Do you not understand how awesome that is?? Every new person that you meet doesn't even know anything about you! You can be whoever you want! You can create a whole new past life for yourself and no one would even know it! Don't let your anti-social-ness hold you back! I mean when you started to talk to ahem....sam...I hate typing that name....and I you became this hugely cool person that we used to not know anything about because you chose to exclude yourself from us! Don't be like that there! Be the amazing person that I know you are! You have to come out of that warm protective shell and be a part of the party! And just remember...if for some very odd reason the people there don't like you, then you can always come back and hang out with me! :D Plus, you're not gonna like every person you meet, so just go into this situation knowing that and you'll never feel bad about anything you do. I want you to make the most out of this experience and do things that none of us at home can do. Oh yeah, no one else would be strong enough to admit this but, we're all just a little jealous of you. I mean its not like the rest of us can go and study abroad whenever we want now can we? I leave you with two words: Carpe Diem. This needs no further explanation.

Jules

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