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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 1-22-2003 at 7:15pm
Current mood: "confuzzled"
Music: jessica simpson - "part of your world" [the little mermaid]
Subject: "she's got everything"... but who cares? no big deal... i want more...

i'm confused cuz i dont know what i'm feeling in my heart right now. sometimes i'm happy cuz my friends and sometimes i'm sad cuz my friends. i go up and down and it's just weirding me out. every night when i take a shower, i just wanna stay in the hot water away from the world and away from school and all the crap i feel. in school and with people, i'm all regular i guess, but deep inside i'm just blaaah. it's the first time in my life i'm worried about algebra instead of bio! bio is alright nowadays. that asshole broke up with vanessa! sigh. what is wrong in this world... christina is not happy... greta is not happy... vanessa is not happy... =0( . this weekend is orlando. whoo. cant you feel my excitement? lol. hopefully, i'll still get to do something with danielle this friday. maybe even the fair! but i dont think so. maybe jus dinner + a movie. *shrug* but she gets a whole weekend with luan now that i'm leavin her. i love everybody. now that i think about it, i cant wait til i escape west palm and meditate into the world of a 10-yr-old-cynic thats like a mini-me. hee hee. she'll make me feel loved. not that everyone else doesnt, but it's just different. anyways, peace.

"what's a fire and why does it burn? when it's my turn? wouldn't i love... love to explore that shore up above? out of the sea... wish i could be part of that world."
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Alwaysfalling

Those showers...., 01-23-03 4:54pm

SHOWERS!!! I luv those showers, that take you away from the entire world!

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