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| Selidor (profile) wrote, on 7-30-2004 at 9:01am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: Tiger Army ~ Ghostfire Subject: You Know Who You Are |
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| How I hate instant messaging programs. They seem to cause more arguments than anything else. I swear, if it wasn't for the fact that there are people who I can only speak to via IM programs, I wouldn't use them at all. And this argument, how stupid it seems. It doesn't feel like you're pissed off with me especially, it feels more like you were frustrated about something else, and I say one thing wrong, and I'm the target for your frustrations, that you're taking out all your anger on me, for one stupid thing. Maybe I'm wrong, but that's the general impression I get. And you know what? After being used as a human doormat for the past seven years, I'm a little fed up. All those times I stayed by your side, through all those arguments with other people. I did my best to support you through them. All those times when you took your anger out on me and other people, when you were downright rude. I just accepted that you didn't really mean any harm; I didn't get pissed off with you, I remained your friend. And now, I say one thing, which really shouldn't have been all that offensive or hurtful, and you hate me for it. All this time I've remained your friend, and now you just throw it all back in my face. And no, that wasn't an attempt to make you feel guilty or whatever. It's just how I feel. And don't try any of that self-pitying shit you tried yesterday, telling me I should be better off without you or whatever, because I honestly can't see anything good about losing one of my friends. Obviously apologising for what little I did wrong isn't going to work, since I've tried that four times already, so I just give up with this. If you're too blind to see you've lost a good friend, then that's your problem. Now, feel free to copy and paste this so you can discuss it with other people, turn them against me if you feel so inclined. Because I don't care. Who needs friends anyway? |
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| Anonymous | 07-30-04 1:58pm fine.
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Selidor | Re:, 07-30-04 2:19pm And I was expecting maybe an interesting reply. One of the good things about being shouted at or insulted, is you can reply and release some frustration.
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Anonymous | 07-30-04 3:13pm no if i hated you i would have told you this before hand.
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Selidor | Re:, 07-30-04 3:24pm What I don't understand is what you're so upset about. Or what you were upset about, since I wouldn't be too suprised if you were upset by now.
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Anonymous | 07-30-04 5:34pm yes |
Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 5:06am That was entirely unnecessary, I would have got the idea if you hadn't replied at all.
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Anonymous | 07-31-04 10:04am i will and you too. |
Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 10:46am Heh... this seems too nice and polite. But anyway, I'm in too good a mood to say anything even remotely nasty, and I probably wouldn't anyway :) |
Anonymous | 07-31-04 12:30pm i have no reson to be nasty. could you say any thing nasty? |
Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 12:37pm I daresay I could if I put my mind to it and felt like it.
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Anonymous | 07-31-04 1:11pm go on be nasty fells good.
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Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 1:14pm You misunderstood what I said. I could probably be nasty to anyone if I put my mind to it, and I don't feel like it because I've got no reason to be nasty. |
Anonymous | 07-31-04 1:38pm who needs a reson go on be bitchy. dare you. |
Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 2:18pm I'm not going to be bitchy. Instead, I'll ask you if you want to come to the Dragonforce show in October. It won't just be me going, it's going to be whoever I can find that wants to come. |
Anonymous | 07-31-04 2:51pm depends
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Selidor | Re:, 07-31-04 3:23pm Talk to me on an IM program or something and I'll give you the details, if you want. |
Anonymous | 08-01-04 1:22pm maybe |