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| spud (profile) wrote, on 7-31-2004 at 4:51pm | |
| Current mood: rediculously rediculous Music: barenaked ladies Subject: Katie. |
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| ~ says: i'm a little grouchy right now. ~ says: letting stuff get to me. ~ says: and i don't want to take it out on you. ~ says: i guess.. ~ says: just go ahead. ~ says: blame it on me. ~ says: it's where the blame rightfully belongs anyway. ~ says: again, i apologize. ~ says: i left last night because i was tired and you hurt my feelings. ~ says: but you didn't want to fulfill the needs of the situation, because that would mean relenquishing your control. ~ says: regardless. ~ says: i don't blame you. ~ says: i made a decision last night. a decision which i take full responsibility for. ~ says: and i don't have to justify it with you. ~ says: no, you're just obstinate. ~ says: but that's okay ~ says: because it's not your fault. ~ says: i failed to communicate. ~ says: that was what happened. ~ says: and i let you down. ~ says: and that put me in a bad mood. ~ says: and i didn't want to force my company (being in that state) upon any of you guys. ~ says: and i was tired anyway. ~ says: and i didn't really want to be there. ~ says: that's what went wrong. ~ says: because my expectations were different from what actually played out. ~ says: however, i did want to teach you that it's not my job to always give you what you want. ~ says: and i apparently succeeded. ~ says: at least in neglecting you. Katie says: is this the end? ~ says: not for me. ~ says: unless i die in some freak lawnmower incident. Katie says: thats not what i mean ~ says: whether we break up or not, it won't be the end for me. ~ says: if i want out...... ~ says: you'll know. ~ says: i will tell you when i want out. ~ says: and i trust you to show me the same courtesy. Katie says: have i ever acted like i wanted out? ~ says: i don't care what you act like. ~ says: if you want out, i expect you to tell me. Katie says: i think its funny that i question it so much and you give it no thought ~ says: it's not that i don't think about it. ~ says: it's that i trust you. Katie says: well i don't trust you Katie says: i can't trust you ~ says: and that's why it doesn't work between us. Katie says: but it used to ~ says: because it wasn't as important. Katie says: how come it's only gotten so bad since school has been out ~ says: it hasn't. ~ says: it's been bad for a long time. ~ says: it's just been getting progressively worse. ~ says: because we can't ignore it as easily as we used to. ~ says: and i'm finally stopping some of the mistakes that i've been making for a long time. ~ says: i have to mow lawn. Katie says: you said that 30 minutes ago -[E/E]- Cpt. FIL ||"without passion, you are already dead" says: nothing is guaranteed, that's life ~ says: yeah, i know. |
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Tuwang | 07-31-04 5:44pm I'm still confused... but I think I see what's going on here... I apologize... |
spud | Re:, 07-31-04 11:18pm apologize for what?
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PHIL-HIMSELF | 08-01-04 12:43am I am such a great well of knowledge |
spud | Re:, 08-01-04 10:31pm tru-dat, phil.
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PHIL-HIMSELF | Re: Re:, 08-02-04 12:58am I know I say stupid stuff all the time, but once in a great while I say something appropriate and intelligent |