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dazed (profile) wrote, on 8-1-2004 at 7:59pm | |
It feels like I have nothing, that I am nothing. The only thing in my life that I am beginning to enjoy is babysitting and that is because it takes up empty time that I would be sitting at home reading or even worse, just laying in my room thinking. Right now I hate my life and everything it. I really don't have friends. I have no one. I just want someone to love me as much as I love them and I am beginning to fear that that is impossible. I pray that it isn't. But each day I get pulled closer and closer to completely believing it. Right now, I want someone to call and tell me that he cares about me more than anything. Is that a lot to ask for from someone? I guess sadly that that is all I have to say. I'll go back to reading A Communist Manifesto. Books are my best friends right now. | |
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skife | 08-01-04 8:28pm i'm here. talk. |