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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 8-2-2004 at 12:14am | |
| ok call me a geek.. but like...do you ever watch buffy the vampire slayer?? well.. i dont ususally but like everytime i randomly do it just always happens to hbe the same exact episode...and the episode just happens to be the one that made me so scared when i was younger... its like about these fairy tale monsters.. and they like come to the town and steal their voices.. so that they cant scream and these creepy guys like float they dont walk and they have these liek mental patients who kill ppl and like they have to get 7 hearts or something.. and no1 can talk or scream or anything lol am i the only geek who sees this episode all teh time?? ------------------ I wander your halls question where youve been? you been hanging your head trying to hide.. but you cant run away from, all this pain in your life fairy tales only go so far.. its you whose gotta get up tomorrow... its you who has to make your choices dont go trying to blame anyone else dont question what life has to offer of the qualities of which youve been dealt emptiness grows liek moss much quicker now enveloping a dark empty past a new day will open a new way of life and a chance for me to walk away.. ------- In this room I hear the echoes of a recent battle. Lost and wounded as the faded cries begin to settle for the night. The echoless room begins to fill with feared emotions, petrified sensations, they envelope me. Although I am alone in here, I am not deserted. I can feel eyes, piercing my skin. This deafening silence forces me to my knees. As my delicate toes diligently creek the floorboards, thoughts swirl through this brain of mine. No rhythm to the twirling thoughts just meaningless expression of how I feel. These walls seem to be closing in on me. Alone physically and mentally. My mind becomes more paranoid by the minute. Pacing faster now, around this desolate house. Blank, vacant, and lonely, each piece of furniture sits waiting to be used. Abandoned, this house waits, engulfed with beauty hidden beneath sheets of dust. Coughing lightly to dispel the years of loneliness from my lungs. I breath, taking in every emotion felt, every smile shown, each tear drop fallen to the ground, without a soul to catch it. I am swamped by emotions, this whirlpool of fear drains away. Leaving me once again alone, in this exiled home. Everything that might have been, could have been, and should have been, wallows deep within the belly of this house. And I am struck with a blow from the back of a fist, I am completely and utterly alone. -me cruel intentions sealed with a kiss untold stories of a love just liek this one lover bleeds and another lies dead the sweat is till salty in the sheets of his bed memories of you and i flashing quickly by the feeling of you when you were inside connected this love once so sweet now so bitter and full of deciet liek the petals of a rose this bud has wilted and begun to die burning this image in my brain of you and i your flawfully perfect upon my knee kiss my lips and tell me you need me disaster striking with the back of its fist cremating the image of our first kiss like the lick of the flame this heart is put out smother me i wont dare shout take this ecstacy i tell you im feeling and strip it dry angony beyond healing project this faux happiness i pretend is bliss examine this vision of our final kiss drive your car down to the end of the road what unfathomable secrets these somber waters hold cruel intentions sealed with a kiss untold stories of a love just liek this one lover bleeds and another lies dead the sweat is till salty in the sheets of his bed |
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| Anonymous | this is jessyka, 08-02-04 3:04pm manda i watch buffy the vampire slayer ! (sometimes) ever sence i saw are you afriad of the dark OMG the vampire episode nope i have to like put something around my neck every time i go to sleep =/ bleh well i just wanted to tell you that i love you MWA bff
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silentcriez | Re: this is jessyka, 08-02-04 11:37pm i love youuuuuuuuuuuu |