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| krazykelc1 (profile) wrote, on 8-4-2004 at 12:54am | |
| Current mood: upset Music: Taking Back Sunday-New American Classic Subject: you'll never be what I need |
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| :-[ I dont know I love him but I'm scared to give in to something thats just gonna crash down in weeks and leave me alone & hurt.. some say it's easy to believe someone when they are telling you exactly what you wanna hear.. well that only works the first time around. when you hear the same thing everytime.. it gets hard to believe its true.. and in 5 days it will be one year.... one year of trying too hard and holding onto something that was never there... he was never there when I needed him... he only came when he wanted and left when things got bad but he always came back to me.. and that's what made me hold on for so long. and everytime he returned it seemed he was more and more convinced he loved me.. now its been a year and I don't know what to do.. some say if you love with him then its worth any time you are able to be with him even if it does hurt.. and some say dont bother even for that short period of happyness.. I'm one of the people who believes you should take every chance at happyness you get.. because you only live ones and it's the times you were happy that you will always remember... ..and whether I go with him or not I'm gonna be hurting either way.. but for some reason I still can't do it. I told myself I would wait this time until I actually believed him.. but I don't know what to believe anymore because words just don't get through to me.. and I dunno what will. |
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silentcriez | 08-04-04 3:45am
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krazykelc1 | Re:, 08-04-04 1:02pm thank you.. I think I'll do that. And if things don't work out then they don't work out, I'm better off taking the chance than passing it up I guess |