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smilesideways (profile) wrote,
on 8-4-2004 at 6:00pm
dear self,
please don't take anything for granted. ALWAYS treasure the nights when we all laughed but remember the memories we all made are now bitter reminders of what were losing. mostly each other. never forget that bonds were made to be broken. i told myself that years ago. so i would never get hurt by other people. but their smiles and warm laughter, which dipped my reality in gold, made me forget the evils of human nature. and sometimes i wish that the most precious people didn't have to show each other that the evil still resides. i'm scared for myself. for never laughing like we did. we're getting old. time is wearing thin for us. people are gonna laugh like we did. and sit in parked cars dancing to unexplainable forces moving our body. drugs are all we really do know of love. ok well, one last ounce of advice self, disregard anything that makes you cry. just think of when we truly were infinite. remember that night, that perfect perfect night, when boys didn't matter, work, or any past shit we put aside. remeber feeling golden with the best people in the whole world and you'll never cry again.
-you.

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Anonymous

08-05-04 6:09am

u. r. so. profound.


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