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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 8-4-2004 at 6:28pm
so,
i am questioning my instincts because i am afraid to be right...

lots of things are upside down and i want to push everyone away.

i think i might walk by myself next year and i think i might just go to sleep during lunch so i don't have to deal with anybody
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skife

08-04-04 8:42pm

do people really piss you off that bad?


and does that mean you arn't coming to my birthday?

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 08-05-04 11:55am

it is a select group of people who are upsetting me but i am not pissed off.

I will still be at your birthday, but i don't know how long i will stay because the people will be there.

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liz

08-06-04 10:26am

what about me, fine walk by yourself ill find someone else. screw you buddy

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 08-06-04 10:42am

what else am i supposed to think when you never even try to see how i am or call or anything.

i'm not blowing you off, but why should i plan to walk with someone when i don't even know where thing stand?

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liz

Re: Re:, 08-06-04 10:49am

sorry that im trying to juggle two jobs, giving me 30 minutes between the two of them and when im not doing that im spending time with me family trying as hard as I can to get my chores done, throw the college planning and campus visits that have been scheduled so im going to those all the time. sorry about that next time im planning for my future and trying to get my bills paid ill make sure that i call you first.

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joslyn_julia

Re: Re: Re:, 08-06-04 10:54am

yeah liz you are the only person who has to pay for anything and jugle your life.

i work alot too, i have to pay bills and i have to finish remodeling my room but i still come up with time to at least try and leave a message for people to let them know that i am still alive and care about being friends.

even before school ended you started to push me away but you can call when things are shit for you.

if you want a one sided relationship go buy a dog.

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liz

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-06-04 12:21pm

yeah joslyn thats it, the only time i call you is when things are shit, no I think what it is is that the only things you remember are shit, maybe when we have fun and good times im the only one who remembers. ive been busy for the last couple of weeks and yeah maybe i could have called more, but i did call you just didnt have time for me. im real sorry you feel the way you do but you have plenty of friends you just pull shit like this and drive them all away. im 17 and i dont need the drama.

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joslyn_julia

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-06-04 4:22pm

maybe i only remember the bad times because that is about all that it has been since december.

and as for me not being around the only time that i am too busy for anything is when i am at work and can't answer my phone.

you're right we're 17 neither of us needs the drama and that is exactly why i am getting rid of everybody.

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