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| sandatthebeach (profile) wrote, on 8-5-2004 at 12:57am | |
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| I feel weird. Am I the only person who's had a pretty good week? I mean, granted I've been tired as hell every day but it's been awesome. I'm really enjoying what I've been doing for the past week and a half. I abosolutely love it! I actually feel....good. It wasn't until last week that I finally admitted that I'm not tone deaf! I'm not going around going "Oh, I'm the best there ever was" because whoa damn...that is no where near true....I need to reach 30 something before I'll be considered awesome....maybe. But I realized I don't suck as much as I've always thought I did. That "voice" inside has been hiding all these years and I finally got a quick preview of it before it fully develops. It feels awesome to know that I'm capable of singing a certain way. It's such a rush. High notes being a rush? Yeah, whatever....what's more of a rush to me (now) is hearing my voice improve when I position my jaw differently. It's truly amazing and it's such a great feeling. The only thing I really don't like about this workshop is the hours. It's so freakin' long. I'm exhausted by the time I come home. In the past 3 weeks, I've only really gone out once. I've left the house but usually because I have a certain purpose. I'm too tired to leave the house. I just want to sleep...but then I remember I have to practice...and then I never get to it because I am Queen of Procrastination. ::Sigh:: I'm feeling very sleepy now...I'm gonna go to bed. That's what I said 2 hours ago but I never did because I decided I should run before I do....and then I needed to go in the shower because I was hot and sweaty and smelly....so here I am now...sitting in front of the computer screen about to pass out because I'm so sleepy. So I go now. Goodnight. Always, Sandy |
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Toki | 08-05-04 1:09pm Sleep is good Sandy Kim. And dude, your voice has always been awesome. I think you're just insane. Well not anymore. Which is a good thing. ;-) Well have fun dude! And don't kill yourself. Sleep. Eat. And be merry. Something like that. |
| Anonymous | 08-05-04 6:01pm you better feel weird, sandles, because having a good week is a horrible crime.
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