08-08-04 5:54am

Hey Jacki...

How are you? I haven't talked to you in a while...What u been doing

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08-09-04 10:05pm

hey, thanks for the call the other day.

sorry i had to go.

but for a while now, even my closest friends have been getting the shaft, and you've gotten pushed to the fringe.

i always feel bad about that shit.

because i've had it done to me before.

anyway.

i was probably kinda weird on the phone, because i was afraid you were just trying to pick me up on the rebound.

whether you were or not, it was still nice to hear from you.

i just feel crappy for being a letdown.

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Re:, 08-10-04 10:25am

first off, dont worry about me, i can take care of myself. just try to get your affiars back in order with other people.

no i dont think you sounded weird on the phone. But no i was not trying to "pick you up on the rebound"

sometimes its just nice to talk to you.

and i realy wanted to know how you were doing because i thought you might be upset or something

dont worry about being a letdown. but dont feel crappy for it.
it will happen many more times in my life. I Just remeber that for everytime i get letdown there will be a time where things go my way.

:)

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