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THEhairybeast (profile) wrote,
on 8-8-2004 at 12:44am
Current mood: accomplished
Music: thursday - cross out the eyes
Subject: im falling to peices, i cant let go, tearing apart your lies, i want to live.
hm .. i havent had a real update in a while i guess. idk. i havent really been "up to" much. i watched a lot of movies. slept. went out on my bike. saw some fat guys balls. saw some turkeys. was told i could go out today then got a refusal when it came time to drop me off. yeah that pissed me off. fuckin faggot. i got called sam by someone who should KNOW better. stupid ass [ bob dole ]. ive been listenin to dierks bently and thursday. yeah nice combo. hehe. idk what else there is to say. im in a weird mood so i cant really update. see how odd im bein? you can tell by the way im typin this and stuff. its just weird. but idk. i feel weird. but its w.e. im startin to feel dizzy so im gonna stop this. bye

<3

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ok that fuckin update SUCKS at life.

here.... [ from my live journal ]

hi.

nobody really knows about this thing so i have no idea why i even bother to update. its basically me updating to myself. but w.e. im listening to dierks bentley. the subject is his lyrics =P. hehe. im bored as fuck tho. sam and eric went to bed bc they gotta actually get up and do stuff tomorrow. like chill. lol. oOo thats alot. haha just kidding. at least they got stuff to do. i wanted to go swimmin but with sam. and its been chilly as hell so i dont think id even want to do that. not like i could. how the hell do i have more to say to this journal then to my real one? thats gay. i should put in that one: "for real update, refer to "'"'" and put the link. lol. but nahh its cool. hmm today. well no, lets start with yesterday. i rode my bike. yesss. i <3 my bicycle. hehe. but anyway i went up spring road past the trains. instead of goin around the block [ which would be right onto 561 ] i went left. and road straight for a lil then i went right onto some road. hay road? idk. its before the bridge thingy. i road that and then ended up at winslow manor. went to the park right there and swang on the swings alone. uh, then i left and went on that road that brings you up to that intersection where flemming becomes winslow road. and i went right onto flemming. road up to 561 and went right. [ back towards spring. ] then i glanced to my right at this bus/18wheeler place [ i think ] and saw turkeys. so i went alllll the way around to come up behind them so i wouldnt have to turn around and run into the street if they tried to go all beast mode turkey on me. i threw rocks and they just got up and "gobble gobble"d and went into the trees. i think they were tryin to come around and side attack me haha. so i left real fast. hehe. i know them fuckers can kill a bitch. haha. anyway. went back to 561 and back past the trains on spring. road back up. i pass jake and josh's house and then theres this fat ass [ phil margera fat ] dude [ without the hair ] and hes sittin on his 3 step porch on the 2nd step in loose shorts. bendin over with one knee up tryin to get weeds out of his bush or w.e and i glance and im like.. "was thaaatt..' and look again. yeah mother fucker. it was his fuckin BALLS right out in the open like it was their job. fuck man. sick. i deff didnt need to see that. i almost ran into a fuckin car. god damn man. annnyyywayyy*. i road up the pike and back home. idk i probably got in and came on here. jusstt mayyybeee. lol. then talked till like probably 1:30 or w.e.oh yeah i got a shower before i got back on this =) best shower in a whiiiile. mmmmhmmm. hehe. thenn today. got up at like 10:30. got ready. cuttin it close to 11 [ when sams mom wanted to leave for the mall ] and then all that i go to ask my dad if hes ready. and he says. "im not takin no one nowhere. im not doin NOTHIN!" fuckin faggot. so i sat home while sam went and school shopped. HOW FUCKIN GAY. i deff wanted to go and i deff wanted to go with sam school clothes shoppin. asshole. and he wont go with me so why the fuck couldnt i just go today. what a DICKHEAD. ugh. yeah that got me soo pissed i fuckin slept alll day then went out on my bike till 9. i went up the pike to hammonton high and stuff. chilled there tryin to get a soda out of the machine. then went up the street and chilled in the dark. i tried smokin a ciggarette but i didnt like it. i put it out after like 2 puffs. such a waste but w.e. i hate that shit. i am, for sure, quittin. im done with that. yuckk xP. yeah theni came up here in my room and got on here. talked to sam craig eric and mike pagano. and whoever else. rannddaayy. he says "i was in your uria" hahahaha. what a kid. yeahh well now im beat. i think i AM gonna just put this link in my other journal cus i did a muuchhh better job on the update over here then i did there. ahwell. laterr

xO



andd just a little bit of me and craig..

Silenced x Kid (12:17:27 AM): craig
lFullCollapse (12:17:55 AM): vee
Silenced x Kid (12:18:01 AM): i gotta tellyou a story
Silenced x Kid (12:18:03 AM): h.o
Silenced x Kid (12:18:36 AM): ok
Silenced x Kid (12:18:38 AM): ..
Silenced x Kid (12:19:00 AM): my gym teachers car broke down and he had a skateboard in his trunk and he skateboarded home
Silenced x Kid (12:19:01 AM): hahahaha
lFullCollapse (12:19:19 AM): hahaha
lFullCollapse (12:19:23 AM): howd you know
Silenced x Kid (12:19:31 AM): the chick gym teacher told us
Silenced x Kid (12:19:31 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:19:48 AM): they were like.. wtf would you have a skateboard..id have a bike or a scooter..haha
lFullCollapse (12:19:48 AM): oo lool
Silenced x Kid (12:20:01 AM): hes like 35 too and hes a big guy like all built
Silenced x Kid (12:20:01 AM): hahaha
Silenced x Kid (12:20:05 AM): hes so gay
Silenced x Kid (12:20:14 AM): hes always handlin his stuff ughh
lFullCollapse (12:20:40 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:20:58 AM): and he wears them silky shorts so its like ..
Silenced x Kid (12:21:04 AM): noticable
Silenced x Kid (12:21:06 AM): ew
Silenced x Kid (12:21:08 AM): i hate that dude
lFullCollapse (12:21:15 AM): i love him
Silenced x Kid (12:21:17 AM): little bastard i dont wanna see the outline of that thing
Silenced x Kid (12:21:17 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (12:21:21 AM): hey
Silenced x Kid (12:21:33 AM): thats not cool
Silenced x Kid (12:32:32 AM): look at my pictures
Silenced x Kid (12:32:41 AM): www.picturetrail.com/keptsecretx
lFullCollapse (12:33:49 AM): why would you put that picture in there
Silenced x Kid (12:33:55 AM): its all i have punk
Silenced x Kid (12:33:57 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:34:12 AM): its the best one out there..that i know of
Silenced x Kid (12:34:14 AM): you dont look
Silenced x Kid (12:34:15 AM): too bad
Silenced x Kid (12:34:16 AM): lol
lFullCollapse (12:34:30 AM): what was i doin
Silenced x Kid (12:34:44 AM): looking at my pictures...
Silenced x Kid (12:34:56 AM): or in the picture?
lFullCollapse (12:34:59 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:35:16 AM): you tried to walk away bc you saw she was takin your picture
lFullCollapse (12:35:31 AM): oo lol
Silenced x Kid (12:35:45 AM): you put your hand up and shit..i think then you went over to uhh.. the basketball hacky sack game haha how gay
lFullCollapse (12:36:05 AM): ha
Silenced x Kid (12:36:28 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:36:55 AM): are you done
lFullCollapse (12:37:02 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:37:16 AM): mmkay
Silenced x Kid (12:37:38 AM): now you should read sams journal.. she wrote a thing for you somehwere in there.. lol
lFullCollapse (12:37:50 AM): i know she told me to read it alreayd lol
Silenced x Kid (12:37:56 AM): okay
Silenced x Kid (12:39:26 AM): hi
lFullCollapse (12:39:31 AM): ...
Silenced x Kid (12:40:38 AM): hmm
Silenced x Kid (12:40:40 AM): hahaha
Silenced x Kid (12:40:49 AM): i dont have a phone
Silenced x Kid (12:40:50 AM): how gay
lFullCollapse (12:40:58 AM): well stop breaking them
Silenced x Kid (12:41:10 AM): i didnt
Silenced x Kid (12:41:15 AM): teh battery died in the one
Silenced x Kid (12:41:16 AM): andd
Silenced x Kid (12:41:23 AM): the other one is wayy downstairs
Silenced x Kid (12:41:28 AM): i dont liek goin downssairs
Silenced x Kid (12:41:31 AM): tairs8
Silenced x Kid (12:41:34 AM): **

lFullCollapse (12:41:37 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:42:41 AM): yeah
Silenced x Kid (12:58:36 AM): what akid
Silenced x Kid (12:58:43 AM): look at erics a/m
Silenced x Kid (12:58:44 AM): haha
lFullCollapse (12:59:06 AM): whats his sn?
Silenced x Kid (12:59:16 AM): gangstar481
lFullCollapse (12:59:44 AM): thats gay
Silenced x Kid (12:59:58 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (12:59:59 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:00:02 AM): :-X
Silenced x Kid (1:02:08 AM): bobdole called me sam today
Silenced x Kid (1:02:11 AM): fuckin asshole
lFullCollapse (1:02:15 AM): ha
Silenced x Kid (1:02:31 AM): he left me messages and everything
lFullCollapse (1:02:45 AM): thats why hes gay joe
Silenced x Kid (1:02:56 AM): im startin to see it now
lFullCollapse (1:43:03 AM): whats PDA?
Silenced x Kid (1:43:26 AM): me no know
lFullCollapse (1:43:29 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (1:43:35 AM): yeah
lFullCollapse (1:43:49 AM): you let me down vee
Silenced x Kid (1:43:59 AM): oh well
Silenced x Kid (1:46:01 AM): your odd
Silenced x Kid (1:46:23 AM): i told you i saw turkeys and you said "gobble gobble" haha.. and its even more odd bc i can see you doing that
lFullCollapse (1:46:34 AM): hahahahahaha
lFullCollapse (1:46:39 AM): when i said that i did do it!
Silenced x Kid (1:46:52 AM): oh wow
Silenced x Kid (1:46:54 AM): niiiiiiiice
Silenced x Kid (1:46:56 AM): haha
lFullCollapse (1:47:41 AM): lol
Silenced x Kid (1:47:58 AM): yezh'kjl
Silenced x Kid (1:48:02 AM): yeah
lFullCollapse (1:49:01 AM): :-)
Silenced x Kid (1:49:12 AM): dont be so fucking happy
Silenced x Kid (1:49:16 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:49:18 AM): im jk
lFullCollapse (1:49:18 AM): i cant help it
Silenced x Kid (1:49:27 AM): what happend lol
lFullCollapse (1:49:31 AM): nothing
Silenced x Kid (1:49:37 AM): bullshit
lFullCollapse (1:49:41 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:49:50 AM): coem on punk
Silenced x Kid (1:49:50 AM): tell me
lFullCollapse (1:50:02 AM): its nothing
lFullCollapse (1:50:07 AM): just some stuff she said
lFullCollapse (1:50:13 AM): but im going to bed
lFullCollapse (1:50:15 AM): its mad late
lFullCollapse (1:50:16 AM): or early
Silenced x Kid (1:50:17 AM): faggot
lFullCollapse (1:50:20 AM): howevery ou want to put it
lFullCollapse (1:50:22 AM): haha
lFullCollapse (1:50:26 AM): i love you too vee
Silenced x Kid (1:50:28 AM): no
Silenced x Kid (1:50:31 AM): and its late
Silenced x Kid (1:50:32 AM): pussy
Silenced x Kid (1:50:35 AM): BYE
lFullCollapse (1:50:42 AM): whaaat way to ruin my mood
Silenced x Kid (1:50:47 AM): haha
Silenced x Kid (1:50:49 AM): ;yeah right
Silenced x Kid (1:50:54 AM): ok
Silenced x Kid (1:50:56 AM): il fix it
lFullCollapse (1:50:57 AM): later
Silenced x Kid (1:50:58 AM): wait
lFullCollapse (1:51:03 AM): ...
Silenced x Kid (1:51:04 AM): i lvoe you too:-)..laterr
Silenced x Kid (1:51:05 AM): haha
lFullCollapse (1:51:08 AM): haha
lFullCollapse (1:51:12 AM): good job
Silenced x Kid (1:51:13 AM): nwo go
lFullCollapse (1:51:15 AM): bye
lFullCollapse signed off at 1:51:20 AM.


haha.. what a bunch of gay guys* =)

i can tell you now.. craig will see this in here sometime and be like "how gay..you put that in there'.. but ohwell.. haha.. its the only funny convo i had.. its not even that funny. =\.. haha.. whats funny is sam callin jay brown a retarded ass kid..hahahaha.. i love it.. read her fuckin journal faggs .. . w.e im out..

laterr <33
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THEhairybeast

oh yeah, 08-08-04 1:27am

and i made one of those picture trail things. i borrowed some pictures from other people so sorry if i didnt ask. its just my scanner dont work so i couldnt get my own that i dont already have saved on this thing. thanks to everyone.
danielle mostly,
and sam i think.
and i think thats it.
one from nick too.

kk


-bye <3

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THEhairybeast

Re: oh yeah, 08-08-04 1:29am

forgot the link.

www.picturetrail.com/keptsecretx

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THEhairybeast

if you care.., 08-08-04 1:54am

i updated my livejournal that not many people know about after this one and i did wayy better with the update. so if you care enough go check that one out.

here..

www.livejournal.com/users/keptxsecret


yeahh

laterr

<3

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Anonymous

Re: if you care.., 08-12-04 1:52am

oh and for the record


he did read it, and he did say that bc hes a dork. haha


they were making fun of him for it, poor guy, lol



later <3

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