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| liz (profile) wrote, on 8-8-2004 at 3:12pm | |
| Last night oh god last night. I didnt drink not enough to get me drunk at least. i had the vodka with kevin and i started to feel a buzz then dumped the rest of it out. I then proceded to call pj because i was scared. I called and I said ive been drinking please dont leave me. then he said its okay so I hung up then i cried. no one saw me thank god. i cried because i was that scared of losing him. outside of that the party was awesome and i didnt realized how much i had missed everyone who i saw. I even talked to ramiro and i feel like we may be able to be friends again. i felt an insane sort of bad because I felt like i let bobbie down and i would never want to do that because I love her so much. i apologized to her though. then this morning i got a message from pj and he sounded really upset i called and he said that he was worried about me because of the drinking. he also said that he had wanted to call and tell me to go home but he didnt because it wasnt his place. but had he called I would have gone home. I love him so much and never again will I do something to jeopordize what i have with him. | |
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PHIL-HIMSELF | 08-08-04 3:58pm you gotta do what you can to keep your shit from getting wrecked, because getting your shit wrecked is teh sucketh |
snowman | 08-08-04 5:01pm i think we can be friends again too |