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| rachel (profile) wrote, on 1-23-2003 at 6:06pm | |
| Current mood: upset Music: simple plan: id do anything Subject: raindrops keep fallin on my head... |
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| ugh... my parents are really getting on my nerves. especially my dad.. hes such an asshole. all i ever hear from them is what a bad attitude i have... and everything that's wrong with me. i feel like they want me to be perfect all the time.. but i just cant live up to that cause i can only do so much. i mean, i bust my ass at school trying to get a's and b's.. yet i'm still a horrible person. what the hell? i hate it how they yell at me for no reason... try to control my life.. and yet expect me to "respect" them... sorry but i can't respect you if you're gonna treat me like that. i do NOT have a bad attitude! WTF!! oh... but of course my brother is better than me.. well let's not get into that one. but this whole situation is really starting to get to me. unless im mary freakin sunshine to them, then im being "mean". oh yea and the other day my dad sed that "i dont deserve anything" that was like a slap in the face to me cause i work really hard to bring home my grades... in spite of everything else going on in my life. they just dont understand what i've been going through this year. i had to leave so many friends to come to atlantic, its really stressful, lost my best friend, treated like crap for a while... and then on top of it i have to go to ccd and that just adds stress... thank god its over soon. i dont think they realize that i'm growing up.. and they need to loosen their grip. i need my freedom. fast. | |
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Jessieful | tear tear..., 01-23-03 6:36pm awww... rachela i'm so sowwy... u know i know EXACTLY how u feel. my parents have gotten better tho. i know what woukd make u feel all better.... a maniqure... hehehe... i figgure if it helps Elle Woods it might help u... if not that than some Thin Mint Cookies.... mMmMm.... scrumptious. lol. well i'll ttyl hun. remember breath and always count to 10... well maybe you should count to 20. ;P |
rachel | Re: tear tear..., 01-23-03 6:42pm lol i really should... and a pedicure and a massage... and a facial.. and all kinds of stuff like that... sounds so good right now lol. cya next week for ur cumpleanos! hehe luv ya |