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Iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote,
on 8-10-2004 at 1:42pm
Current mood: tired
Music: Closure- Lie to me
Subject: Ugg
So this is an early and uncomplete update for the day.

I woke up...cleaned my room and bathroom. Slept. Helped my mom put pointless objects in the kitchen. And now Im here. I wanted to go to the gym but im too tired. Sean is coming over in an hour. Then I work at 7.

So this is a pointless rant for pointless objects.

Im a very simple person I think. I dont take much to please. I hate a lot of technology although it consumes my everyday life and yours too. I hate materialism even though I have more than enough things I dont use. I dont understand some things and why they are bought. Why did my parents go out and buy this really expensive kitchen table just to eat on. Why did my mom go out and buy table mats that you cant even wash or eat on. Why do we have cloth napkins that will hold stains? Why would anyone want to waste their money on things so worthless? Id eat on a f-ing floor and be satisfied. Its like those goddamn throwpillows on beds that you set on the floor everynight. Maybe Im just being stupid but how many of you can find a better way to spend $2000? I sure as hell know I could.

I hate sounding selfish but it seems like now that Im leaving in a year my parents want to make the house over just like their relationship. Why are they trying to make things right when Im leaving. Make me miserable for 17 years and then decide its time to try? My dad all of a sudden has this money flying out of his butthole right into my moms pocket and shes buying stupid household things that arent even usful.
"hey mom, what are you doing with this?"
"i dont know but isnt it cute?!"

I should be semi thankful for this because its gotten me a car, drivers ed, clothes and trip money, so on and so forth. I dont mean to be selfish at all. I just dont understand.

Oh well...

BYE
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Anonymous

08-12-04 10:07am

my mom gets her tax money back and says KIDS NOW I CAN ACTUALLY GET THE DIVORCE

mom you have been seperated for 2 years perfectly with no problems why all of a sudden do we get a little extra money and you need to get one now, keep the money, let him pay, buy something useful

even a new kitchen table would have been a better way to spend that money

-J-

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Iwasthinkingthat

Re:, 08-12-04 10:44am

Yeah, thats really dumb. Why spend money on a packet of papers saying you are no longer attatched to this person when you know that you are no longer attatched to them? She should take you guys to Disney World or something. Haha.



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