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| smilesideways (profile) wrote, on 8-12-2004 at 4:33pm | |
| I want to promise myself a lifetime of regret. painful regret that only occurs when something extraoridinary comes form something so bad. i want to see the world. knowing that i'm entering it head in less than a year, terrifies me. i can't seem to get enough sleep and i'm horrible at directions. i want to see italy at night. and smoke skinny cigarettes in french cafe. i want to try spices that remind me of sapphires and emeralds. i want to see the sun set on the ocean's horison. i want to learn to play a ridiculous instrument. but i never want to forget any of you. i would neve want to forget thai food with silly headdresses. or trying coconut ice cream for the first time. my first job. my first best friend. falling in love. learning your instincts will be wrong sometimes and it's not your fault. i want to never forget listening to music and screaming on our way to a show millions of miles down the pike. trying to spark at the beach, and the extents we went through to do it. making little women who hang from my rear view mirror in my car out of stolen art wire. every single funny webster story. playing religious songs on a kid's z-phone at walmart while you stare dreamily at him. going to pick up christmas trees with you and craig. every sunday tj maxx trip. wine at my house. the stupid hay ride. and singing songs like retards, what can i say we love to sing. last summer. running into you, remembering it hurt, but laughed to hard to care. oh alcohol. camping back in the day. that 17-yr josh. spice grls in the tracker. double cheese burgers. watching you light up the stage. every weird conversation we had in your hottub. i want to see the world. but i have already saw the beauty of human nature. i love you guys. |
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| Anonymous | 08-13-04 12:27am you are simply amazing!
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smilesideways | Re:, 08-13-04 10:02am likewise my little starlet. :) |
| Anonymous | (i hate woohu!!), 08-14-04 8:41pm
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| Anonymous | hehe, 08-15-04 11:32pm think puppies and candycanes...
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