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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 8-12-2004 at 11:52pm | |
| Current mood: cold Music: Straw Dog by Something Corporate Subject: Hey, now. The straw dog's out in the street. Hey, now. There's chemicals in the clouds. |
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| And it's not what it seems Nothing's the same when you give it away No it's not what it seems It's just what you think it is So today marks two months for Nick and me. Time sure flies when you're having fun. I love that kid to death. He came along with us when we went to see my dad today so he could bring Dad's car home. It was nice of him and I don't think I ever thanked him. My dad kept getting moved around because they don't know what's wrong with him and everything. It was kind of freaky seeing him today. They took his IV out because it was hurting him and he started bleeding. It just sort of brought my dad down from invincible parent to human being. And I was scared. I'm listening to music that I think I've mocked before. I want to take this moment to retract any statements I have made against any band or music form. I got my hairs cut. Trivial. Trivial. Trivial. Ben, Nick and I were talking on the phone last night and we got into what I thought was the deepest conversation we had ever been in. It started with Ben saying something about freeing Tibet and ended with a debate over right and wrong. I got so deep into the conversation that I felt helpless. I ended up crying a lot more than I have for a long time. It was one of those moments where I put everything into perspective and got totally overwhelmed. I was thinking about all the things that were going wrong in the world and I It was amazing really. But I'm silly. I love you all. I'm willing to break myself To shake This hell from everything I touch I'm willing to bleed for days More reds and grays So you don't hurt so much |
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Shinigami | 08-13-04 1:18am Deep conversations and hospital visits, joy. I really hope and pray your dad gets better soon. |
Angel_Bob | Re:, 08-13-04 1:29am Thank you so much, Jackie.
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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper | 08-13-04 8:53am You can't save the world, but you can make it less cruel. I hope your dad gets better real soon. |
Angel_Bob | Re:, 08-13-04 4:53pm Danke, Kelly. Hearts and balloons. |