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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2004 at 8:23am | |
| i have to work today... 2 days after i get back and i have to work... i never would have known if i hadnt called them last night... im so angry. before i left work was devouring my life, every day i worked at either arbys or cindys, and i had time for nothing else, no church, no friends, no devotions, no anything. if that starts up again im gonna quit, because the summer i turned 16 i'll always remember as miserable... thats NOT how this years gonna be. in alaska they told us that when we got home satan was going to try and attack us with all our weak points, make us to busy for devotions... and things ya'll just wouldnt understand.... i guess i didnt think he'd attack me with all my weak points all at once. but i have somebody to talk to, someone who will help me realize that its ok to hurt, but that i dont have to hurt alone...... i love having that feeling. today im going to greenville after i get out of work and im getting black chucks, 2 pairs of cords and 2 sweater things..... i dont really care about school shopping that much... im not gonna be finished by the time school starts, big deal. i think im losing it for woohu, i want to stop using it. nobody cares if you write an entry and you're happy. the only reason you get comments is if you're really angry and someone thinks they can twist what you said around on themselves and start a conflict. or if you're really depressed, then they comment just to find out whats going wrong in your life. why does everyone feel the need to feed off negativity? i have to bring jessie to the groomers... or as becky my dear would say.... *high pitched undescribable voice* "jess-jess go bye-bye to goomers!!!" *laughs.... i love you beck. smorgasboard.3 weeks.perfect. *screams........ |
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| Anonymous | 08-13-04 2:59pm don't worry I haven't even started school shopping yet.. lol
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.j.e.s.s. | 08-14-04 10:08pm yeah, bring me to the groomers!
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