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| THEhairybeast (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2004 at 12:36pm | |
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| ok so thursday i got up, went to summer school around 11:4O .. like 1O minutes late .. i went up to ms h and told her sorry for bein late and gave her my reason which was that i was at the light 5 minutes ago and i would have been on time [ bc your allowed to be like 5 minutes late ] but there was a long ass funeral traffic line thing and i got stuck at the light. and its true i did! lol but anyway got in and went in the weight room. everybody was leavin but for some fuckin reason ms h wouldnt let us go. but then julie's b/f showed up and she said she was gonna go so she said ok w.e get rides and you can leave. bev was last and i didnt have a rush bc i was walkin to carols so i stayed with her until like 1:OO when her mom showed up. then i started walkin up cedar ave. duude i wore my bathing suit top so i could wear just that and my shorts and all on the walk there bc i knew itd be sunny and i figure hey wth why not work on my tan while im hikin it 1O blocks up and 2 over.. ya know.. lol..so im walkin and all of the sudden i hear a loud ass engine like rev down so i look and this FAT MOTHER FUCKIN UGLY ASS DICKWEED has his fuckin HEAD out of his window, literally goin like 5 MPH just to check me out and i mean..ok its not TOO obvious when your fuckin car engine is maddd loud and shit and your fuckin SLOWING DOWN ALMOST STOPPING..what an idiot. so i was stopped and he kind of did like almost did until i was like 'OK FAT FUCK WTFuuuCK ARE YOU LOOKIN AT'..and he tried to make it look like he was lookin at his tire or some shit.. i was like "YEAH WHY DONT YOU FUCKIN USE THE GAS PEDAL LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO..YA KNOW ITS PART OF DRIVIN YOU DONT JUST COAST AND FUCKIN RIDE THE BRAKE ASSHOLE" and he was like.. "OH OKAY EINSTEIN" or some shit and i was like 'YEAH THATS FUCKIN IT..YOUR CHECKIN OUT A FUCKIN TEENAGER FAT ASSS!!!" yellin it bc he was drivin away haha. man people are fuckin LOW.. that fat mother fucker must have been like 25.. besides the fact that i dont look a day over 14 .. your fat as hell why the fuck would you even think to THINK i was interested..haha.. wtf.. anywayyyyy* got to my aunts and watched some tv. then helped them bring in the baby's crib. then some time after that we dropped lee off at some place where raymond met her and shit. then went to jg cooks..mm mm good i miss that place!.. we ran into this guy who used to babysit me hes a realll old family friend and he looked so old and sickly and gaunt and i wa silke..=O!! heyyyy tom-o! and he was like..hole-E SHIT you got big!..how ya doin beautiful and hugged me..he was like all bones..aww i almost cried lol ;( .. i havent seen him in like almost 5 years and then my dad told me he ran into him the other day and i was like.. fuck man i wish i was with you!!.. and then i saw him and i wsa like..aww he looks so old.. then who else from the hood.. hmm.. jackie! lee's old ass friend..they both used to babysit me when carolanne couldnt.. i dont even think she rememberd it was me bc she waslike.. "where are you from?" lol .. idk.. saw albert .. tracy.. raymond .. tom-o .. saw jeff's truck but i didnt go in jg's i stayed on the patio.. i heard about what murphs been upto.. man i miss him like crazy. he was like my 2nd dad.. that guy is so kick ass.. just what he did really put him down.. hes still a good guy and i love him. i hope hes there sunday. i heard how chuck denny's been doin.. but he dont come around cus carols new "b/f" ..well its been more then a year since joe came around or w.e but still.. hes still a new ass mother fucker. and i think hes immature from what i get. idk.. i never liked the idea of her with another man other then joe and murph.. [ joe's her husband and lee lee and carolannies dad but he died when they were little kids like toddlers i think ] and murphs been around my whole life..like 15 yrs that mother fuckers been with the keenans.. i miss the old days lol.. fuckin pitman is a hell whole now tho.. its crazy. and i always think about how it would be if she never came into my life. ya know.. id probably have a good ass b/f that i grew up with..the best friend type.. a better house.. no drama.. yea right you know with my luck id be a crackhead whore or some shit.. haha.. but im sure id be way better without all this fuckin bullshit that ive been around for the past like 8 years. its seriously such bullshit. and its like everyday theres a new fuckin thing or a new fuckin thing that i forgot she did. its never ending the stuff she brings. its ridiculous. i mean i could just think about 5 things that she did and want to kill her. imagine the anger contracted from all of the things shes done..if i made a fuckin list dude id go stab her with the fuckin pen. i hate her so much you have no idea. ugh. and then she has the balls to say "well, why aint i welcome at carols, i never did nothin to her..' <--dude is she mental? like carols stupid and cant see shit? nah deff not.. i fuckin hate her. ugh. and i just put myself in a bad mood... ANY FUCKIN WAY i was talkin about what i fuckin did. after jg's we went back to the house.. chilled watched tv and stuff..then had to go pick lee up. idk.. i dont feel like gettin into it now.. wtf.. w.e later UGHHHHHH I WAS PERFECTLY HAPPY AND FINE HOW GAY OF ME TO DO THAT TO MYSELF.. I RUINED IT. EW FAGGOT >:| |
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craziiwhitegirl | butt..., 08-13-04 2:18pm hey - but even if she never came into your life,...
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THEhairybeast | Re: butt..., 08-13-04 2:43pm i know that hun but still.. ya know.. your right even as great as it is and all it deff doesnt even cancel out half of it let alone all.. i mean shit i love the hell outta you guys and this place, i really do love it. its just seriously awesome, id never ask for anything better in that "criteria" of my life. just the other shit really has to go. after so fuckin long its just such stupid ass shit and its like.. wow wtf.. she is just goin wayyyyy to far with this gay ass fuckin shit of hers. its the biggest load of shit ever. and i would kill her, fuck, i COULD and you all know that. idk i was talkin to carol about all the shit that used to go on and shit way back when it was serious, like before shed go crazy and do shit to herself and slowly it became doin shit to others. and now its basically all me bc my dad has all the power so she wouldnt fuck with him. she just ugh i cant even talk about her theres so much fuckin HATE. she makes me give up. just the thought. i was commenting my ass off and now i dont feel like it.
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