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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 8-16-2004 at 1:06am | |
| Current mood: hmph Music: Rick Wakeman-Journey to the Centre of the Earth (I wish I could find my Suzanne Vega) |
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| Yesterday was fun...hung out with Josh and Justin...played some SSB:M with Josh, and Worms 3D with Justin...Megan invited me over for cake, but I had already made plans with Justin, although it's nice to see someone still wants my company on that side of the spectrum... Today, we (McKinney's, Jacoby's, and my parents and I) had a meeting to discuss our upcoming massive block party/rave for our graduations...we accomplished some, but probably not as much as our parents' wanted...hmm, tough for the, I guess, having James and I in the same room...after the meeting, I went over to Carmen's and we watched a bit of Invader Zim...she conked out after about an hour, and I let her sleep until 5...I fiddled on the computer for awhile, while she slept, and when she awoke, we went to get dinner at the Bamboo Garden...well, before that, we visited Doug on his break...he was playing FFT:A, which as I know very well, is very addiciting...so it isn't any surprise that he was playing it...visiting Doug made wonder how many visits I'm going to be getting in these upcoming days...the only person who has visited me recently has tennis, and the other sleeps in {no offense in intended} and helps her mom out at work... also, the animals are gone, so there goes her excuse for coming {excuse for Mrs. East, that is})...after visiting Doug, we went home and ate, and then watched some TV and screwed around on the computer...later, we went to get a smoothie, talked to Jax for awhile, and drove around after seeing that they needed to close...took Carmen home after that... I really want to help...I don't like seeing you this way...I know you're unhappy, but I wan't to make you happy...I try hard, maybe too hard, and if that's so, then I'm sorry...and I'm sorry when I get angry...I can't seem to help it...it is a million things that are causing me to act this way...it is caused by the realization that what I'm doing isn't doing anything but making you more upset, doubts, insecurities, etc...but I am here, and I will not give up, ever...you once told me that I make things not suck when Chris was busy, and well, that is what I intend to do... Quote of the day: "Burial ground of ancient man, his life no more is seen, A journey through his time unknown, I wonder where he's been" |
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Silvos | 08-16-04 9:56am Yay for Worms 3D!
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| Anonymous | 08-16-04 11:23pm doug=comfy stuff :) |