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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 8-17-2004 at 2:04pm | |
| Current mood: loved Music: some radio station Subject: neil |
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| contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive. first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead. i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it. i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up. i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now. i didnt realise it was so close. oh, sinking feeling. oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter... i think ill go see him...i dont know... |
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| Anonymous | 08-17-04 3:28pm what does it feel like? that love-like feeling?
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mudpiegrl | Re:, 08-19-04 12:39am definatly not something you can really explain...i dont know...you know how you get intuition...its like that...so slight that even you have to guess at it.
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