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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 8-22-2004 at 10:48am
Music: pop that pussy x pastor troy
i think its funny how people who should be so close to you still manage to see right through you.. look right though you and completely act oblivious to how you feel.. i could be crying in my room and its like.. beyond my walls nobody knows whats wrong nobody knows what i feel or probably even cares its like im quarintined to my room.. like out of that room i have to put on a mask hide how i feel.. cant let them know im sad.. but i shouldnt hide it but i know he doesnt really care.. so i just shut up and cry to myself looking for somebody strong enough to hold me :-\

welll i just got out of the shower dont ask why im up this early.. i dont want to be.. robbie fucking called me at 10 and woke me up :( bahhhh

well im taking care of yoshi down the street hes so god damn adorable i wanna squeeze him lol.. oh yah yoshi's a dog if your wondering lol hes an akita and hes so cute!

well idk what else to write...

im gonna bake some cup cakes today :-)
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emmyd

hey baby, 08-22-04 11:33am

Manda-

I wish i could be with you all the times you are ever hurt, or mad or sad..and even happy. I want to be able to help you and make sure that you have that great smile on your face. I haven't been able to be there for you that much anymore, a lot of things have changed, i wish they hadn't but i have no control over it. People always say that you can go to them if you need someone to talk to. And when i say that to you, I mean it. You have always been there for me, in 8th grade you were all I had. And i want to kno that no matter what you are feeling, you will come talk to me. I love you so much Amanda, no matter how much we have drifted, or even changed..our friendship never will..

I miss you.
I love you.

-Emily

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independenttruckergrl

08-22-04 2:23pm

Thats how I feel too.
I must put on the mask because no one can know I'm sad. Or they don't want to even care.

I still hate society and most people in it.

Awww! I like the name Yoshi! Its cute!


Save me one! jk. Im such a sucker for sweets.

Loves!

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