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| dumbblonde1137 (profile) wrote, on 8-23-2004 at 7:18pm | |
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wow. um lots have happened since saturday nite. woke up early and went home and did hw from 10 am till 10 pm. im not fucking kidding. it was awful. then in the middle of it all, i had and oh-so-famous janelle "episode". lol. yes the kind where everything is great then i fuck things up and make everything good horrible. yes it is one of my horrible flaws. i can never make a relationship work very well. i usually dont want them too anyways. i dunno im weird when it comes to having a bf. like i say i want one, then when i get one, i kinda dont want it. lol. im sucha fag. but yeah theres more. so yes max asked me out. i wasnt sure what to do cuz chris got mad and i totally understand why and i dont want anyone to get mad at me ,,,i LOVE everyone. especially my friends. but yeah the horrible part is, and i kno i shuldnt say this here but i jus have to, is that i like max but, i kinda like sumone else too. and yeah. thats horrible. i dont mean to be ungrateful but i kinda wish the last two days didnt happen and we were all jus the same did group of good friends. i like it better that way. i always get all weird when i have a bf. the onlu exception was with dan and i think that was because i didnt kno him very well, he didnt go to my school, and i wasnt friends with his friends. ahhhh i dunno. im gunna end now. i dont feel like getting cranky and crying again. =). holla. <3-janelle COMMENT HOES!!! |
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| Anonymous | 08-23-04 8:39pm i agree be friends no BF and no this isnt chris it was much better |
| dumbblonde1137 | Re:, 08-23-04 9:26pm umm ok but who is this.? |