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| dumbblonde1137 (profile) wrote, on 8-25-2004 at 4:11pm | |
| Current mood: confuzzled Music: my lover of course. <3 Subject: cuz my [heart] keeps f a l l i n g faster.... |
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wow. lately everything = fucked up. like seriously. im starting to lose my fucking mind. i dont know what to do or what i want. i was supposed to change or delete a past journal entry but i jus cant do that. what i write in here, stays in here. if you dont like it, dont read it. its that simple. anyways, i've come to the conclusion that i am a horible, bitchy girlfriend. well i've always known this but whatever. this is my list of DONT'S that any guy who wants to be with me has to abide by: -i hate clingy bfs. sumtimes i jus need my space. -i need time alone with my friends. i cant be with u all the time. -i have other guy friends. dont be jealous of them if i liked them i wuld already be with them, not u. -i hate talking on the phone. -never call me when im studying or trying to sleep. you will piss me off if i tell u not to call and u do so anyways. -absolutely positively NO SEX or anything else related to it. -i dont like PDA's (public displays of attention) so dont get mad if when we go to class im not like all over u making out and shit. cuz thats not how i roll. -i also feel extremely weird kissing and stuff in front of my friends because i hate ppl gettin all in my business and asking me questions. -if im uncomfortable with sumthin, ill show it and then u shuld kno to stop whatever it is thats going on. -i hate it when ppl call me "baby" "babe" and all that other shit -dont say "i love u" to me cuz i wont say it bak cuz i dont believe ppl actually "love" each other after like dating for a week. thats complete bullshit. -----yes. thats my list. i kno it seems gay, stupid and retarded and like it seems like no guy can do all those things, well they can. if u dont like the above^^ then u dont rilly like me. so yeah. dont care what u think cuz i actually make morals and rules for myself to abide by.. im not sum walking slut. take it over leave it. ok thats all i really had to say. so yeah. -later niggers- <33-janelle |
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| Anonymous | woh, 08-25-04 8:07pm woh i had no idea...and i still don't :) lol i <3 PDA's lol hehe y.....do i reply in journal's alot ::scratches head::
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| dumbblonde1137 | Re: woh, 08-26-04 7:19pm yes. nobodie really knows. well everyone thinks im like sum crazed psycho when i tell them that, but oh well. its all good. lol |
Anonymous | Re: Re: woh, 08-26-04 8:11pm hey man i respect u...cuz u set morals and go by them...so YEH...ur not some crazed psycho..dont wry bout it..
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| dumbblonde1137 | Re: Re: Re: woh, 08-26-04 8:43pm haha ok! thanks. |