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moana (profile) wrote,
on 8-29-2004 at 4:56am
Current mood: thoughtful
Music: radiohead - 2+2=5
Subject: i am dreaming of a time when...
i was involved with this guy who was out on parole, and apparently i knew him since he went to prison, and i waited for him. and then when he got let out, we were "together". and he got a job, and we watched videos all the time, and we did not once hoo-hah. wow.

but yeah, we were all into one another and weren't in any hurry to and i told him i'd promised a friend that i wouldn't hoo-hah (intruding on my dreams, bitch). well anyway, his parole officer came to his job (at crepaway, only it was INSIDE this huge mall that actually included the highway) and started interviewing him and i showed up and was helping him and she was all surprised he was in a relationship, then she found out i was an ex-con and it was all "altuyoor ala ashkaloha taqa'a." "birds on their own kind fall" (how funny, i was an ex-con in the dream). well yeah, and he passed the interview, but i was all jealous of her because she was wearing this suit and making eyes at him over her glasses, but i still told him how proud i was of him. and we were walking out of the resteraunt, and as we cross the highway, i stood on the side that the cars were coming from, i always do when i'm awake, and i got hit by a car. that's when i woke up.

i woke up and started making sure i was still here, pinchng myself, looking for my room, washing my face. it felt so real, and at the last moment i thought "i'm ready to die, but don't take him." but i never found out if he also got hit or if it was just me.

and then.
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Anonymous

ac, 08-31-04 3:18pm

I've had dreams like that. Where you know it's silly to give it a second though, but, you still hang on to it with everything because it felt real. The emotions felt real, the people (person)..

It stupid, but, one of those gave me a little hope. You know, feelings are feelings, and if you can feel something so powerful in a dream, then one can sure as hell feel it in the real world.

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cowboy67

just like the ones i used to know, 09-01-04 12:05am

every time i go through my friends list and see the subject line of this entry, i start singing, "i'm dreaming of a white christmas..."

add that to our list of things to do! you need to experience a white christmas, with all the extra goodies: snowmen, snow angels, snow fights, sledding, chestnuts roasting on an open fire, sugar cookies, egg nog, jack frost on the windows, christmas tree decorations, holly branches, etc.

man, just talking about it gets me in a jolly spirit!

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