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Impersonality (profile) wrote,
on 8-31-2004 at 6:35pm
Current mood: Insignificant
Subject: Dead leaves on the dirty ground when I know you're not around. Shiny tops and soda pops when I hear your lips make a sound.
I guess I've been sort of in a slump lately. It's mostly artistic things, though. Looking around DA, I have come to the conclusion that I am not talented. I try to draw all the time, and it never comes out the way I want it to, ever. I see my friends able to spit out tons and tons of great works and it make me feel even worse. Sure I make a few dolls hear and there, but in my opinion they don't deserve too much credit, because someone else made the body. The body is most of it, like 90% I can't draw bodies for anything, no matter how much I read up on it or practice. I'm starting to think I should just quit all together. I'm never going to be as good as I want. Sure people say just try your best and practice. I do. And it neve gets me anywhere. I just want to crawl in some corner where no one can find me. Tomorrow is school, I guess at first I wanted to go, but now I'm really depressed and I don't want to go... My homeroom I think is 232. I might have to check it again, though. I don't even know what class that is. Meh. Self esteem? Not here.
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Insanepenjuin

08-31-04 7:23pm

Oi! WTH are you talking about? You draw much better then Als-chan! Your pixel art is much better then Als-chan's as well! You have no idea who many times I draw and redraw the images I submit on DA. And the pixel art? let's call that luck.

But I have noticed one thing about DA. it's all about the page views. and if you CG your stuff you get more of 'em. or if you make flash. it's stupid like that y'know?

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Anonymous

Re:, 09-01-04 3:43pm

i think you are awesome at drawing!! and no i'm not just saying that to make you feel better. you are the best drawer i know (then comes als)

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