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thetheories (profile) wrote, on 8-31-2004 at 11:00pm | |
Current mood: Indecisive Music: john mayer heavier things Subject: i dont know what i want. |
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ARGH. i don't know what i want anymore. i really can't handle high school either way public at andrew or private and mcauley... i just don't know what to do with myself. no no no..... i wish life was like elementry school all the time... i don't wnat to have to make my owned damned decisions... i regret ever growing up. tonight, tuesday is a night that britt and amy and i go out. amy brings dave... britt bailed tonight.. argh. i was bit upset ... she said too much homework. that's crap she gets home two hours before me and didn't have to go clarinet or take a shower... you know waht i get home at five take a shower, practice clarinet and go to lessons and you say that you dont have time? puh leeez. i love the girl to peices but that really pissed me off... to the max to the extreme ... fer sure. well im glad i went anyway with just amy and dave. I like dave .. aww his eyes... hellz yes. lol. i was mad mostly because i had a great outfit on... i made myself look way pretty lol. i was a vision in my little pink cardigan and lime head band... im tellin' emo chic lol. ha. i love that i have all my good clothes to wear now after school. taht doesn't mean i like McAuley. ha. i don't even think i don't like it.. there's just someting wrong with me.. i need help or prozac or something crazy liket hat. ooh woohu how ive missed you so. liz<-- oh yeah im back... xanga has to much going on for my liking.. today i was like.. okay i need to write and i just clicked into woohu... i didn't even think about it.. that tells ya something right there . lol. |
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