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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 9-1-2004 at 1:04pm | |
| Subject: those weird feelings |
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| I always get these weird feelings whenver i do something "bad" or "wrong" or "against the rules." But, at the same time I get a feeling of accomplishment in a way. I get the feelings thinking "wow.. I actually pulled it off." It makes you feel so good, but then u regret feelings so good. It's as if you're worried that maybe.. some one might find out.. or something bad will happen to u to make things really reaslly bad. I used to think that something bad happens to me everytime i lie so I decided that I would stop lying. YAH, like that ever went through. But I figured out, that it's not that something bad happens to you each time. The whole idea was just in my head, and i just viewed it like that. It all depends on what retrospet you put in. Sorta strange isn't it? It freaks the hell out of me sometimes on how strange life can be and how it just turns on an angle so strangely. That one day you can be on the top of the world and then the next the world has turned upside down on you. YAH.. I lost the rest of my entry. how the hell that happend is beyond me. |
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HollishDanishM | 09-03-04 12:02am It's also weird what people can do with their minds. They can make so many things dissapear, and make so many other things appear out of nowhere. And you get these strange ideas into your head, that make people crazy and they get to believe that no matter what they do, something bad will follow and crush them. It's a strange world... |