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Aaron (profile) wrote,
on 9-3-2004 at 10:23pm
Current mood: Infuriated
Music: The patient, Tool
I know no one is to blame. But how the hell do you explain this? the world is so fucked up. Am I the only one that gets it? How did I jump so far ahead? She's back where i was last january. jesus' shit on a stick, I am about rady to kill something! Stop apologizing to the world!!! your full of this dramatic "Oh I'm horrible because I dumped a couple guys and stepped on a couple friends feet" shit! And then the "your not in my life so you wouldn't know, but just for your information I'm perfectly fine" shit. Shitty shit shit! Your not fine and I know it, I knew then, and I know it know. My intuition has never failed me. Not once. I don't think it'll start to now.

A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.

But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.

Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient (wait it out).

If there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.

And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.

Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.

And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.

Gonna wait it out.
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dragon-bearer

09-03-04 10:41pm

I'm sorry for that other person appologizing...

Irony rocks my socks.

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independenttruckergrl

09-04-04 12:19am

Because I am fine!

Your the one who isn't!

I was apolgizing to you. Not the world.

Listen, your "intuition" crap failed.

You are one cold-hearted little bastard.




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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 09-04-04 12:41am

"My words are cold and I don't want them to hurt you."

Im sorry.


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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 09-04-04 11:29am

Read the icon and get a fucking clue.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-04 12:45pm

And ummm..
I didn't dump anybody.


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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re:, 09-05-04 11:24am

It used to say.
"Nothing hurts like your mouth"



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Anonymous

this is kim..umm yah, 09-04-04 11:41pm

hey paul this is kim..erm..they killed my woohu journal so i decided to make another one its www.xanga.com/FruitLooP5760...

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independenttruckergrl

Re: this is kim..umm yah, 09-05-04 12:06am

Hi Kim!

Your friends with Paul?

oh dears.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: this is kim..umm yah, 09-05-04 2:25pm

Umm..i think so we kinda havnt talked in a while...ermm...

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: this is kim..umm yah, 09-05-04 2:54pm

yeah i think so too.



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lilkristen

09-06-04 9:15am

you cant explain why the world is so fucked up.. people have tried.. it just doesnt work..

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 09-06-04 12:54pm

paul.
im going to call you.
wheather you like it or not.

we seriously have to fix this. its dumb.

so if you get this before i call. ummmm...then just pick up the phone please?

byes.


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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 09-06-04 5:38pm

ack! your line is busy.

nooooo!

this is important.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-04 6:01pm

come on..
pick up your phone..

evil.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-04 7:21pm

your avoiding me.

i wasnt going to yell at you.
i promise.

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chocolatemilk

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-04 8:34pm

Why did you love him if he's a cold hearted little bastard?

Annnyway..

I'll see you tomorrow! AHaaahaha school.

<3 (<--I'm trying this heart dealy out.)

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-04 8:55pm

thats a question i cant even answer myself.

its an uncontroled feeling. ya know?

yay!

<3

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-08-04 9:39am

i dont think your brother gave you the message to

CALL ME!

sheesh.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-09-04 8:40pm

You answered!
Yay!

I love you to death dude! (not that way...but you know..right?)

Anyways. yeah. ummm...

Have fun at Valley Christian. I'm happy to hear things are going really super there.

Love ya.


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Aaron

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-09-04 11:59pm

did ever cross your mind that maybe I wasn't talking about you in my entry

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-10-04 12:40am

well you told lauren i was "too damn dramatic"
and blah. blah. blah.



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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-10-04 11:25pm

and come on.
i dont really trust you anymore.
so i always have to assume the worst.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 1:03am

you guys really lost me on this comment thing. i tried to follow it but i got lost somewhere..like usual.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 2:22pm

is that Kim or Lauren?

i lost myself in that big long commenting thing.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 7:02pm

that was kim, which..is me..this comment thing is really too long its what email was invented for

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 8:26pm

well.
his email died.

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Anonymous

07-18-09 10:40am

Sorry I was a tard.

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