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| allyson (profile) wrote, on 1-25-2003 at 5:39pm | |
| Current mood: Content/dazed Music: In my head avril lavingnes~Losing grip (from rachel's entry) Subject: The whole changing cliche~ |
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| Everyone's journal is about changeing, and growing up. I don't want to and I know why... that is; I don't want to grow up because I don't know what I am going to do with my life. I think of so many things that I would like to be but I can't decide. Whatever I do has to include traveling. I was thinking military but could I really go through with that? If you havnt seen me I am a little wimmpy. Is that really what I want to do? I would love to just be able to go on stage and play my heart out, but that is impossible. I just don't know... too many discisions is what it is. I want someone else to make my mind up for me. And about the growing up... Iam one of those people who will never grow up. Iwill be thirty and still trying to hang out with all the other people I will do stupid stuff still make fun of myself all that good stuff that I do now. I will never stop and I like that. Even though the outside of me is changing (already got like 10 gray/silver hairs) I am always going to be the same. My biggest problem in general right now is finding myself. You always here about people on tv taking time of off work and finding themselves well I have been trying to do that for a long time. I thought I had all of it figured out but I don't I have most of it but not all of it. Are you guys on a journy of self discovery as well? I would like to know so that I don't think I am the only looney alive and out of pine rest. Love, Ally |
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| Anonymous | 01-25-03 7:54pm put a picture of your face on this journal please ? |
| allyson | Re:, 01-25-03 9:49pm I am ugly and you wouldn't want to see it. Besides that isnt me...haha oh and why couldn't you just put your name? did you think I would get mad? haha |
rayray | Re:, 01-25-03 11:45pm HAH! what dont you like to look at someone grabbing my chest? i think its funny.. but o well.. I dont mind.. but i wish it was someone male.. *whistles innocently* no one imparticular!! |
| Anonymous | 01-26-03 1:24pm well i just wanted to see what your face looked like ! |
| allyson | Re:, 01-26-03 7:05pm oh okay... why wont you tell me who you are.... and do answer rachels wish... |
Anonymous | 01-26-03 8:10pm ? I dont understand what her wish means
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| allyson | Re:, 01-27-03 5:17pm Oh sorry that was my mess up. I meant I knew what rachel wished. But yeah I am still wondering why you won't tell me who you are?
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