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| court04 (profile) wrote, on 9-7-2004 at 12:30am | |
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| sunday night trask, dylan, vanna, michelle and i drove up to slc to this really cool lookout point where you can see all of salt lake. it was so cool. we had to hike up the mountain though. that was like 1/2 hour. wasnt too bad. afterwe got home i went over to talk to dylan. i talked to him about being more then just friends and what he thought of that. he said...."i dont want a relationship right now, but wanna go make out" i could not believe he said that. is that all i am to him? we basically have acted like we are going out but just havnt had the title. everyone thinks we are going out. the only people who know that we were just good friends are really close friends who know what is going on. so i was kind of pissed off that he said that. after our talk we went over to vanna's to watch a movie. i let myself just fall asleep like 10 minutes into the movie. i really didnt care. so today i was kind of upset and all i wanted to do was move back home. i miss everyone so much. i went to the mall with michelle. then i went and to the clubhouse because they had a game night going on. that was pretty fun. i met this kid jake who plays texas hold'em!! im so excited. i told him we have to play sometime. this kid named eric told me i have to bake hime cookies and bring them over sometime...hope he likes the kind that you just add water. i talked to andy, who is one of dylans house mates about what happened and he couldnt believe it. he assured me that not all guys are assholes. so that made me feel a little better. i aslo talked to jake and scott and they also were shocked and reminded me that i am now on the "hunt" again, now i wont be holding back when i see a guy. which is true bc i would see a guy and talk a litte bit but nothing else would happen because in the back of my head i was thinking of dylan. ever since i talked to those guys i have felt so much better. then when i came home tara, michelle and i all talked. it was great. its so nice just to rant about guys to other girls. i wonder how anne marie is doing? i sent her a card about a month ago, but no response....? has anyone else talked to her? |
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| Anonymous | hey court!, 09-07-04 11:30pm hey girl- just wanted to say hi and that i miss you! and that i cant wait to see you during christmas! im sorry about dylan.. i kno how guys can b.. its stupid. but dont worrie about it they're are plenty of guys out there for you.. its too bad he just doesnt see what he is missing! but i love you and miss you tons .. keep in touch
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court04 | 09-08-04 5:14pm thanks girl....i love ya too! i miss you so much. :-( hope your having a good time at college!! |