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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 9-7-2004 at 3:37pm | |
| Music: colorblind- counting crows Subject: last day of summer |
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| AAAAAH!! the long dreaded day is finally here and it's a absolutely beautiful day. The sun is shinning and AAAH!! I really cannot believe school is starting now, it's as if the summer flew right by us, I remember this time last year I was planning my back to school outfit and was all excited getting my clothes together and all prepared. This year I am the farthest from prepared, I don't have a back-to-school outfit, I haven't finished all my work, and I feel worthless. I did nothing this summer but sit and do nothing. I accomplished about nill shit and I feel as if the summer can't be back can it? There was no long vacation to some distant place, there was no nerd camp... it was just sitting at home. UGGH. Everyyear I have one part of the year that's my favorite.. and that is finals time. I know, it's the worst time to enjoy because if you're enjoying that means your slacking like a mother on the studying department. And that's just what I do. EVERY year, last year it was before shruti left so we hung out together everyday doing god knows what. That was a fun year. And then this summer, the finals time was the best. I slacked like none other but enjoyed like none other! I felt so great during that time, I finally felt content with myself and the world.. it was great. Now, it's basically uggh. I look back all the ups and downs from all this time and it's crazy how much a person can change till they finaly become what they are now. I am what I am now. And I can say with full fledged heart that I love myself (not in a conceited way) and the world with a full heart. I am reayd for what hits me and everything that hits me. This year is gonna be tough because I'm going to try hard and I'm going to accomplish my goald. I'm gonna DO WELL. Anything below an A will not be acceptable. Im gonna make myself proud and I'm going to make my mommy proud. This year I'm gonna be the stereotypical indian ;) |
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HollishDanishM | 09-08-04 7:38pm I'm jealous. I wanna be the stereoptypical INDIAN PERSON. But you're not gonna stop me, TINA. Ooooh no. And I am so happy we have english together, we're gonna have a blast, maaan. Good luck with ur indian shit.
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