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mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 9-7-2004 at 10:56pm | |
Current mood: annoyed/aggravated with brother's voice/okay |
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Well, school went fine. Making all A's like I said. In US History my average is a 100 ^^ he told me and I don't like him and I just nodded and he said "you know, you can smile" so I gave him a grin. Lenka is making me teach her Japanese. She likes it. How awesome! She is teaching me Slovach too. It's much harder then Japanese. Work went fine. Doing good with the public now! Getting more $$$! Got $2 from a lady! Usually women leave me a dollar if that and some change left. Oh yea, Charmin, working on my charisma! All was well untill Charles got to work and I asked him if he had saw Brook and he said he did, last night. I asked him if he had said anything. And he said yea and I said about what he said he didn't remember and I said Ohhh come'on, and he said oh what are you talking about? I said what are you talking bout? And he said Ohhh you are talking about you? And I said well dah. And he said that Brook said .. we broke up. ... I was like what? And .. he said 'yea he said that you guys had broken up?' And I just .. didn't say anything.. but I sat Charles down and asked him to tell me everything and he said 'well it was the middle of last week probably' and I said 'five days ago?' and he said probably. And he said 'someone asked him :are you still going out with that one girl?- and he said 'cha no'' .. .and.. I just.. looked at him and.. charles patted me on my hand in a mocking way and laughed -_- such a friend. No he is cool.. ... .. and.. .. just.. I saw it comming, I didn't see how things could work out but.. just.. rejection.. .. I just.. feel.. ... ... . .. unimportant. I told charles how brook said it pissed him off that bethany couldn't go to his face and tell him she was over him .. and now.. he said we were broken up.. why hasn't he come to my face? ... .. .. 5th day of not hearing from him... Oh I plucked my eyebrows too btw T_T I have none left! They burn! Painful! Ouch! Iiiiiiii tay! ... I look more.. girlie now -_- I have $120... Oh I had a talk with my parents last night.. I started to cry and made her tell me ways of how I was immature.. she said for one crying, that I couldn't control myself. ... You don't know how bad that hurt from her.. dad said 'oh no! That is not being immature she is just upset' and .. dad was right.. and mom.. she just spoke out of the heat of the moment.. That's all she ever does. That and she said I'd fuck any guy that came along.. .. dad says it's the medicine mom is on but.. .. mom is just a bitch by nature.. .. I hated the things she said last night and I proved myself right. She couldn't think of anything of me being immature. Dad says just like everyone else I have to wait till I'm 18 to get a car.. assholes.. All the teachers are ganging up on me and wanting me to take piano lessons. I was so surprized at all the compliments I got... .. I like the piano.. I Just.. what the fuck am I doing? Am I staying here? Transfering? Moving? What? .... .. this semester I'll stay so maybe Wednesdays I could have 30 minute piano lessons... I dunno.. .. brook.. I love him in a friend way.. and.. it just.. it hurts because.. I know.. .. he talks bad about me.. maybe sex was really all he wanted.. .. it's hard to immagine but this whole time I was just thinking of Jon... and wanting to talk to him.. and have him hold me. I have to stop using him. ... .. I have homework. ... I'm still so lost. |
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hiei | 09-08-04 9:08pm xD Damn am I good or what? And I can think of ways you're immature and crying isn't one of them.. YEA, you would fuck any guy who was good to you and THOUGHT you wanted to be with forever. For example: Brook. You don't listen to people with more than a half a brain, you always think you're right untill you pay the price, and you pout a lot. You should be lucky you'll be getting a car at all! This Jon fella doesn't sound too trustworthy either so I wouldn't go crawl into his arms and then start saying you love him. Not only that but when a girl has to go looking for an older guy JUST to fall in love, that's wrong. Does the phrase: "trying to grow up too fast" come to mind? It should. You look for the one you love in college/mid 20's. Why do you think all these teenagers are getting pregnant? Why can't you just stay a kid for as long as you can? By the way.. Did you ever beat Azure Dreams? |
mizu87 | Re:, 09-09-04 10:59pm Well, Azure Dreams didn't work last time I put it in and I don't really have anytime for anything these days. It's school and work. That's pretty much it. I want to play; however, finishing playing that is Forever Kingdom. I like that game.
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Anonymous | 09-10-04 4:56pm In essence what Hiei said: FUCK YOU! Did you beat that game?
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hiei | Re:, 09-11-04 5:23pm Did I beat Azure dreams? Yea.
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mizu87 | Re: Re:, 09-12-04 11:33am Awww Jahreee.. ::whines:: man.. You got my back don't you? ^^
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hiei | Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 12:51pm Since when did I say I care after I said I didn't? Want to say I told you so?.. How'd you know? So then you can say: "Gosh Hiei, I was wrong.. Maybe I should listen to you more often." Because if you DID, you wouldn't be in this mess with that stupid guy. Even Jahree told you to get rid of him but you don't give him crap just because he trys not to make you feel bad. He shouldn't even bother anyway, you deserve a good thrashing every once in a while. If you don't want to hear something you take it like someone's trying to put you down. Have you ever considered what I say COULD and probably IS true? Sometimes I wonder if whatever I say not to do you do for the hell of it so you can try to prove ME wrong and then it back fires in your face. Seriously, half the things you do or say are so damn idiotic. Like if you had a baby you'd kill it? Talk about childish and irrational. |
mizu87 | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-12-04 7:17pm ::sighs::
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