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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 9-9-2004 at 10:00pm | |
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| Still no call from Brook.. I was going to call him at work and demand him if he wanted to break up come up there right then and say to my face that it was over between us because this is starting to really.. hurt. I don't deserve to be treated this way from him. I really don't. Today on the ride home from work (work went fine. We got busy as hell though and I had plenty of an awesome talk with this guy named Leslie, it was great) I was just looking at my lap and listening to the rock station and dad said "oh! Did you see that!? A shooting star!"... after that I was just looking at the stars. And even now, when I look at the stars I think of Brook. I don't hate him. I can't. Even if he lied to me the entire time, I won't hate him. But I just remember how when we really first started to talk how he was always always looking at the stars... what happened to him? ... I just.. want to go up to him and say to him "when was the last time you really looked at the stars? Or was that just all a lie?" All I hear at school about Brook, if his name is mentioned, is how he lies. That's what everyone who knows him says about him that everyone has in common, is they say he lies. ... but yea.. .. I have .. alot of shit to do.. homework. Yesterday no one wanted me to be on their team in Biology, they all picked each other and shit so I decided to work by myself. Dumb bastards today when he gave us our assignment to design an experiment and shit this one girl that picked NOT to be with me said she'd pay me $30 to put her name on my paper and have her on my team. I said Fuck You. Lamo ha ha I said I'd help her with HER project but that was it. Shit's easy. .. but yea. Playing Fur Elise today on the piano.. damn I got so much better.. I can just close my eyes and hit every key right.. Oh yesterday I got my hair cut rather short. It's all choppy (textured so she calls it). Man we had a good'ol time cutting it it was so much fun, awesome (girl who cuts my hair, chismey or something i don't know, she's black though) And bought me some make-up at Beauty Co shit's awesome. Yea.. and got new Foundation and powder and everyone loved my make-up today. Yesterday is the first day I've ever felt pretty. I am pretty. Never thought as myself as being pretty.. but I am. ::nods:: hell ya. I guess I've finnaly accepted myself.. my body ::shrugs:: just need to get a tan still ^^',\ .. But damn.. I have alot of shit to do.. two tests tomorrow.. damnit.. ::sighs::.... .. why am I still wondering about him damnit!? I want to go play DDR.. damnit.. I should just fuckinb buy me a damn $300 pad for home. |
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| Anonymous | 09-10-04 4:46pm hmmm...I have been away too long.
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hiei | Re:, 09-11-04 5:26pm Yea yea, paying no price.. -busts out laughing- |
mizu87 | Re: Re:, 09-12-04 11:01am Jahreeeeee!!!!!!!!
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