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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 9-11-2004 at 1:13am | |
| Current mood: depressed and wrong Music: landslide/ The Smashing Pumpkins Subject: Just Wrong |
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| I just feel wrong I've been feeling ok lately, but kind of uninvolved, like I'm trying to escape me I do this somethimes, I wander outside my body, and I put on a happy face, and I do my thing, but I never face myself I don't even like looking in mirrors, I fear myself, ... I don't like to look at me or think about me, me is not a nice topic rotten, but I'm a nice guy, just not right, I'm a good person I guess, just not right, as far as I can tell I try to be kind, and I like alot of people, just not right being me, if that makes any sense I have never looked at myself really, I know everything that's wrong with me, to anyone who I've looked at, to anyone whose "Mind I've Looked Into" I've done it to myself, and I can't fix me I know what's wrong, I just don't fix me, and it huts to say it I try to be as nice and normal as I can be, but I'm not right, I know what's wrong, so why not fix it, not right sometimes I look at me, and then I look away, what I can neveer figure out, why do I hate me so much, why do I alienate me form myself, why do I simply care about others instead of myself? I live in my friends I guess, I've got nothing else I'm making no sense And this is how it gets when I try to fix myself, but I never can, I'm just wrong and I don't think anyone can help, so while I'm here, I'm here to do what good I can for the world in this ... wandering and useless existance, to make something up to the world and to my friends for putting up with me ... I'm wrong, and I don't know how to be right, and I know what you all have to say to that, but it's true, I'm wrong |
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dragon-bearer | 09-11-04 12:29pm Then... does that mean I don't know you? Or the real you?
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independenttruckergrl | 09-11-04 7:09pm I think you should get on AIM.
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