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brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 9-12-2004 at 1:01pm
Music: breakaway- kelly clarkson
Subject: sometimes my head wants to explode
winds blow.
leaves fall.
seasons change.
our friendship remains.

SUCH A CUTE CARD. I got this card for myself cuz I saw it in A&P and I couldn't help it. I know it's sorta corny but the pictures of pooh on it are adorable. I never really liked pooh bear much, tigger was my preferece, but I couldn't resist this card. dunno why.

My life has become so organized lately. All I do is sit and study now, it's sort of sad but it makes me feel accomplished. No more wasted useless retated times for me. That's it. I'm going to be different from the way I usually am and I'm gonna do well in school this ear. My mom promised me that if I do well in school this year she'll let me go wherever I want for the summer. So I'm psyched. I'm gonna make next summer worthwhile too. I really am. This year is going to be great. I am going to make something of myself. I really am.

I get distracted so easily from what's important but this year I'm not going to let that happen. I'm really not...

This whole summer I was "pshha I don't need a guy.. I'm too good for them anyways" and now I'm "o man he's hot.. I want him" all over again. What am I going to do with myself?? Everytime I see some gorgeous guy who's gotten terribly hot over the summer or something like that my stomach turns over and over again going craaazzy.

Sometimes I feel I don't fit into one place. I'm just right in the middle. My indian friends say I'm too white and my non-indian friends say I'm too indian. WHAT am I?? It's sort of annoying I feel like saying "shut the F up" because I'm not just one thing... I'm Tina! geez.

This school year's going well. I'm enjoying it. I mean there is always bad, but I like it so farr.
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HollishDanishM

09-12-04 1:37pm

Tina, you're you. And I love you! I don't know what you are, MINORITY THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE haha. You should come to Denmark this upcoming summer, or Holland, whatever your preference is. We would have a blast.
Oh, and the guy thing I feel exactly the same way. Even if there aren't any new guys or anything, you just start getting in that "guy" mood again. It's quite odd.

Much love, Tina,

-Mette

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