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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 9-13-2004 at 1:12pm
Current mood: crappy
i was going to put this under friends only...and then private...but i figure no one reads this anyway...not only that, but maybe everyone should read this.

a few days ago i meant to post a letter i wrote to everyone. i just forgot to bring my notebook with me. it apologized because im taking opportunities from my friends and people around me that deserve them more than i do. and so for that i apologize. i dont feel as bad any more because those opportunites are coming around to them.

last night i upset neil, again. as well as sandy. and for that im sorry too.

just dont listen to me.

i dont think ill visit neil this weekend. i promised i wouldnt call him all this week. he watns to miss me.

you probably shouldnt talk to me this week either...because i can almost guarentee i wont be in a good mood.

so im sorry for all of that and whatever else i should be.
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Anonymous

RELAX!!!, 09-14-04 5:21pm

what oppotunities are you taking them and why should you apologize, even if you feel bad for your friends not getting them? i understand for making people upset you should apologize, but not talking to them doesn't help you either, whether your in a good mood or not to talk. I dont know much but i know you, and your not giving yourself time to relax. Your getting upset because your stressing yourself from working hard, and feeling guilty from gaining opportunities that others have realized that they have to work harder to get. Or am I wrong again because this is a situation that i dont know much about. Either way, you need some time for yourself, so you can unwind.
Cathy

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