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| innocence (profile) wrote, on 9-16-2004 at 11:26pm | |
| Music: talking to carly Subject: schooool |
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in other news, started school on monday. what a bummer. my first class is at 720 in the morning, meaning i have to get up at 515, and leave my house by 615 to catch the bus by 635. i get outta school at 148 and get home at like 248. craazy right? yea, it is, -- but get this? freshmans and sophomores get out at 5:oo. thats freaking insane. schedule is as follows :: 1st hr - earth science .... first of all, teacher is a biiitch .. i took that in 8th grade, so im taking it again b/c i need to take a regent for it. blah blah blah. at least my aunt is a earthscience teacher and can help me if i get lost 2nd hr - volleyball .... yea, i like volleyball - but i suck at it, what an embarassment, whatever tho, the teacher rocks my socks. 3rd hr - english honors .. so far so good i guess. so far we've had 2 essays, but the teacher seems nice. 4th hr - global studies .. teacher is so fuckin awesome its not even funny, she's probably my favorite teacher. so far so good in the class, the teach is realllly nice and seems like fun. 5th hr - on mondays i have lab, and tuesday thru friday i have lunch. lab sucks, i have it w/ my science teacher. fuckin wench. lunch is fun, since i dont know anybody i dont eat or sit with anyone, so i work for this guy in the lunchroom and get community service hours. whatever, at least im not twiddling my thumbs. 6th hr - math, easy shit, whatever, i wont complain 7th hr - omg my favorite freaking class lol, i wake up in the morning looking forward to this class its craaazy lol. kickass teacher, and its government, a senior class.. but whaterver im not complaining. i like it .. i like it a lot. omg the freaking hottest guy everrr is in that class and on the first day of school he talked to me!! woohoo the first person in the school to really talk to me, and damn was he hot lol. ill get into the story later. 8th hr - spanish, took it already, but whatever. kids in the class are pretty cool. anyways, back to government. so yea, the first day of school theres this hot fuckin kid sittin down and so i walk into class and sit like two seats away and up. this other cute kid walks into class and sits behind me and next to the hot kid. the hot kid [jay for short] talks to me. we take attendance and him and his two friends just start talking to me and asking me questions and he really is just so fuckin gorgeous.. thats what he is, he is gorgeous. fuckin orgasmic. so anwyays, we really started talking and then i saw him in the hall and he said hey to me, he talks first which puts a smile on my face lol hey i aint gonna lie. but now in the class we have assigned seats and hes all the way on the other side of the classroom which sucks ass but on wed. jays friend [the cute one] screamed from across the classroom "hey florida" lol and i waved back, and then jays other friend simon staretd talkin to me a lot b/c he sits next to me soo hopefully we all chill sometime. but nothin really ever works out in my favor, but i can always hope. hes just soo hot i cant get over it hah. i just hope i dont get transferred outta that class lol. other than that, life sucks, im not aloud to come to fl for my bday or for the summer b/c my family hates me. home life hasnt gotten much better. my moms bday is coming up ... idk what im gonna doo. aunts wedding is saturday, im not in the mood for celebration. im tired of crying. i want a boyfriend. i feel like by the time i get backto florida, nobody will be my friend anymore, cept carly and maybe a select other few. i hate it. i hate my life. i do. really the only thing i look forward to is the hot guy at seventh hour lol. how pathetic is that. not like ill ever have a chance with that one either lol. hell just be another landis another mike d another frank another danny another whoeeeeeeeever who i didnt get when i wanted them. whatever, life cant get much worse anyways. but i guess ill go finish talking to carly and then go to bed and dream about jay hahahaha. jk jk. i love and miss you all. mel call me asap. and i have more shit i could write, but i gotta get up early. later! xoxox --- i love you mom! |
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| Anonymous | 09-17-04 12:02am lol you dont seem to bitter anymore now that you got a HOTT!! friend. lol hope things with you guys go good. you deserve some good in ur life. i miss you like fukcing crazy and am just counting the days and shit until we get to see eachother again. It sucks that ur family is so selfish and ur not even commming for the summer. guess im gonna have to come harrass them until they send you back with me lol. or we could always do the handcuff plan we had lol. love you chick and stay strong. glad things are looking up. <3 always carly |
innocence | Re:, 09-17-04 12:10am things arent really looking up tho, the only time i smile is when i talk to you .. seriously. and we're not friends.... yet lol. at least i hope we become friends. hes so fine lol. plus, hes got a good personality from what i know of him so far. i hope i get some good in my life, and i miss you sooooooooooooooooo much too. the day i see you i will be sooooo freaking happy. lol im like not gonna stop talking to you. i really hope ull coem visit me if u lovce me as much as u say u do .. u will. no matter what!! its the only way ill see youu. i can pay, u just need to say ur coming!!! but im gonna stop writing in here and go talk to you. i love you soooo much and pleeease dont forget me. please be the same loving honest fun funny outgoing dorky spunky loving best friend you have always been! yogi and booboo forever and ever!! xoxoxo |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 09-17-04 12:15am fuckin stop saying dont forget me when you know its never gonna happy. how can i? we have been through eberything there is to go through together and its not stopping here. i love you so much and u stay on my mind 24/7. you and Jay will become friends one way or another. dont worry youll be fine. i love you chick and things will get better you just need to hang in there. youll never be completely healed but shit will atleast get bearable. youve made it this far why stop now |
strawberrie | Re: Re: Re:, 09-17-04 5:08pm i feel like by the time i get backto florida, nobody will be my friend anymore, cept carly and maybe a select other few....i hope im in that...n congrats with school |
| Anonymous | wick-a-doodle!, 09-18-04 12:22am dude, we're all dying to see you. we'll all still be your friends when u come HOME. some shit went down tonight, gotta tell you about it.
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